Basically, I grew up in the same house all my life. I can't tell you where that is because I don't want any stalkers or anything like my aunt has. But anyway, uh, my first best friend lived right down the street and then she moved to only God knows where, but her name was Chenea Spearnock. Not quite sure if that spelling is correct but it's pretty close. But, yea.
I have had 3 boyfriends. The first one dumped me a week before homecoming and that relationship lasted for 4 months and blah days. 5/26/02-10/1/02. You do the math. But I really don't know the reason he dumped me but all I know is that I didn't know that he did until homecoming night and someone informed me. Well, that made me a little stronger than I was before and helped me build my character.
My favorite saying was then and still is "Life goes on."
Because, in fact, it does go on.
Little things shouldn't stop you from becoming who you are, from living your dream, from really making a difference. If you really want to do something, then you just do it. It don't matter what people think. It's what you want to do. That's what makes a strong person and helps with challenges in life. If something goes wrong, don't go sit in a corner and hope it will go away, because, in a way it won't. Just be yourself and live your life your way.
But anyways...
The second one didn't really count since it lasted not even a day or a day. He said I reminded him too much of his ex. But yea, he was 12. He was one of the people that just randomly, and I mean randomly, showed up on my front porch to go swimming in my pool. He started jumping off the roof into the pool and my memaw was not to happy, nor was my grandpap. But anyways. After that, well before that I was single for like I don't know, like 7 months or something like that. That also helped build my character as well.
My third boyfriend is Chris Provenzo. I love him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. I don't want to leave, I don't want to split with him. But I have known him since my cousins graduation party. Which was on July 19, 2003. Then we started going out on August 7, 2003, the day before my mom's birthday. Which is funny about my mom's birthday is that the date is 8-8-64. Like 8 x 8 = 64. Ain't that wild. But anyways, we started going out and we still know each other and yea and we have been together for 6 months and 13 days, as of 2/20/04. But somewhere in between 8/7/03 and 2/19/04, I've changed in a way that I am very displeased and what I have become. I hate the way I am. I want to go back to that girl that was nice, sweet, caring, thoughtful, non-cheating, non-lying, innocent, girl that every guy would have died to have. But, I only want Chris. I want to redeem myself of what I have become. I want the angel inside to put her halo back on and shine through the wretched, evil, bitchy devil that has taken control. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. That is wrong. Lying is wrong. Cheating is wrong. But like I said, I want to go back to that angelic girl.
[2-22-04]
Ok, lots has happened since I've last written in here. My boyfriend and I are no longer, he is now engaged to be married in June, I have many guys that want to be with me, and I've been doing better in school. My mom nearly had a heart attack as she was driving me to school a few weeks ago. I showed her my English grade which was 100.6%. Whoo Hoo!
I'm bidding on 2 Green Day tickets on Ebay.com and I REALLY hope I get them. I'm going to take my buddy Brian. It's going to be a blast. We just need tickets.
But yeah. I'm addicted to MySpace.com like really badly. I like meeting people, I met this one guy on there and we have soo much in common, except for the location.
BUT, I must go now! Talk to you later!
I don't know what else to add to this page. When I think of something I will post it onto this page.
