| I'M STRANGE 9-17-01 I'M AN ODD LITTLE CREATURE LIVING IN AN INTENSELY DECORATED SHELL... LIVING IN AN INTENSE-SORT OF MIND FILLED WITH SO MANY THINGS. I MAKE LOUD SOUNDS AND I TRIP AND FALL SO MUCH... SOMETIMES I LEAK - THOSE THOUGHTS I HAVE DRIP OUT, CLEAR AND LESS COMPLICATED THAN THEY REALLY ARE INSIDE. I WRITE LITTLE THINGS ABOUT BIG THINGS. I THINK BIG THINGS ABOUT LITTLE THINGS. I WAIT A LOT. I HATE THIS DRIPPING. I SAY LITTLE THINGS FOR SOMEONE TO HEAR IN THE HOPE THAT I WILL BEGIN TO STOP HURTING... I STOPPED PAINTING MY MASK ON EVERYDAY AND I'M STILL TRYING TO STRIP OFF THE ONE(S) LEFT UNDERNEATH. I'VE BEEN DIGGING DEEPER TRYING TO FIND A WAY OUT. I'M NOT ALONE OFTEN BUT I'M ALWAYS BY MYSELF. I STOPPED FEELING BEAUTIFUL TODAY - A PIECE DROPPED OUT... I HAVE TROUBLE UNDERSTANDING BECAUSE I LOST TOUCH WITH MY INSTINCT... I'M TRYING JUST TO BREATHE... I'M TRYING JUST TO BLINK... I'M STUCK - I'M STRANGE... |