| "PAIN IN VAIN" CAUGHT IN THIS BEAUTIFUL TORCHURE I'M FALLING AWAY FROM YOU ONCE ONE OF WHICH I THOUGHT I KNEW I LOVED IN VAIN IT SEEMS... I KEEP FOLLOWING YOU I LOVE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS BUT YOU WON'T RETURN THIS AND I WON'T ADMIT IT TO MYSELF ONLY IN THESE THOUGHTS HERE I WISH I KNEW WHAT I WANTED FROM YOU... I ALMOST WISH I KNEW IF I WANTED YOU BECAUSE GIVEN THE CHANCE I WOULD BE WITH YOU I WANT YOU (GONE AGAIN) WOULD IT BE EASIER THAN THIS TORMENT I LOVE YOU IN YOUR BEAUTY IN YOUR STYLE BUT NOT ALWAYS IN YOUR WAY... BEYOND PAIN IT HAS BECOME UNSIMPLY NUMB... I CAN'T EVER HAVE THIS I'M DROWNING HERE IN VAIN ALL OF THIS HAS BEEN IN VAIN AND YOU'VE INJECTED YOURSELF INTO MY VEINS... 2-4-01 |