| "Love is Overrated" I don't understand anything, it seems I am so lost I get it, I get it... but what can I do to make it something for myself? I think, I know... (But what is it that) I really want salvation, a place of confession, a home for this body of lies, love... (I am so afraid) "Love is overrated." He says. (Do any of us know) I don't understand why it is all so hard to find this so-called love. I am beginning to stop believing... I am beginning to stop bleeding and I am beginning to feel nothing again. A thousand times I've cried a little... A million times as I've died a little The numbness of apathy bites at me and I can FEEL it... haha... Can I begin to feel something? A something beyond pain, other than hate, and far past this nothing? Why am I struggling here? Things can't be that bad... ... Can they? ... Please, come and find me! I've been searching for so long... I'm looking for a soul... One of my own and one with which I can survive... love... experience... But. "love is overrated" (don't forget now!) He says. And of course he knows and of course he would NEVER lie to you... No, surely not... Believe... in WHAT? In HIM?!?! There must be a someone... Unless there isn't... |
| 2-11-01 |