| Marionette 10-21-02 Too cold and too pained, I almost cried again today. Foundation of lies and drug-inspired affairs - I realize what this shell contains... But it's too late to change the factors that have made me - too late to sustain the laugh or prevent the rain. It's too late to erase the tear and too late to repair the seams... I'm sorry if something inside of me is ruined. I'm sorry if you don't approve... But I cannot go back to amend these things - I can only put them here - inside of me... I cannot convey these horrors to you because you can never see beyond yourself and beyond the petty strings that dictate your every move... I've cried for you - so many times when you've hurt me. And always you return with your choreographed dance of disdain and disregard. Puppet princess on parade - I pity your falicies. I pity you - your vacant stare, motionless while madly dancing... You blow away... Like the dust collecting where your mind used to be... |