| TAKE YOU AWAY AND I WISH I'D NEVER MET YOU BECAUSE I ALWAYS TRY TO PLEASE YOU I'VE BEEN SEEKING YOUR APPROVAL AND I HATE YOU AND I HATE IT BUT I DON'T REALLY FEEL IT YOU LAUGH AS THOUGH YOU LIKE ME AND YOU PROVE IT WHEN YOU LEAVE ME WALK OUT WITHOUT A WORD BECAUSE YOU'RE A WASTE YOU'VE WASTED MY TIME BECAUSE YOU LIE TO ALL OF US BOTH OF US HER AND ME YOU AND ME I AM SURE YOU NEVER NOTICE BUT EVERYONE ELSE RANKS SO HIGH I'M SICK OF IT AND I AM WASTING MY OWN TIME AM I SO INFATUATED OR AM I JUST BIDING MY TIME OR AM I JUST WANTING AN OBJECT TO WANT BUT IT'S PATHETIC AND I AM IT'S A LOSS WHAT GAME ARE YOU PLAYING DO YOU EVEN REALIZE YOU ARE MAYBE I SHOULD STOP CARING MAYBE I SHOULDN'T WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OR IF YOU THINK ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL BUT SOMETIMES I AM DISGUSTED TO THE POINT OF INSPIRATION IS IT WORTH IT BUT IT'S NOT WORTH IT YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT AND NEITHER AM I MAYBE I PLAY THE GAMES BY MYSELF REGARDLESS I HATE OR I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD YOU CAN'T BRUSH ME ASIDE AFTER I DO SO MUCH FOR YOU CAN'T PUSH ME AWAY WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING BETTER AND WHY DO YOU GET TO JUDGE WHY IS IT LEFT ALL UP TO YOU I WANT TO DECIDE WHO GETS TO STAY AND WHO HAS TO GO I WANT TO CONTROL THE ARMY OF WHORES THE WASTES THE CONCUBINES FINE LEAVE IT'S ALL WASTED ANYWAY I CAN'T MAKE IT UP OR TAKE IT BACK OR FIX IT OR BRING IT BACK ENTERTAIN YOURSELF IN ANY WAY YOU PLEASE I CAN FIND OTHER LITTLE BOYS I DON'T WANT OTHER THINGS I DON'T WANT MUCH OF ANYTHING YOU LIE WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPRESS AND WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH I CAN'T HANDLE IT I DON'T WANT TO TRY I NEED TO GIVE THIS UP I NEED TO GIVE THIS TO YOU THIS FEELING I THINK I SHOULD FEEL ALL OF IT TAKE YOU AWAY AND I WISH I WAS STRONGER IF ONLY IT HADN'T STARTED THIS FIRE HERE IS BLUE I WISH I'D LEFT IT ALL ALONE LEAVE IT ALONE HELL YOU DO ANYWAY I'M SO BORED I'M GIVING IT UP I'LL TRY TO |
| TAKE YOU AWAY (WASTED) |
| - ME FRIDAY, JULY 8, 2000 |