seriously, you'll never be the same after this. your entire life will be drastically changed after you have gone on the "crazy ride".
your friends, family, and loved ones might abandon you after the person they have come to know over the years has emerged forever scarred by what is known as "mind slasher/breaker/destroyer/scarrer".
any second thoughts you may carry with you into it could result in death. and not just death of the mind, my friend. your friends, family, and loved ones might abandon you even more if you're dead. be sure you weigh the risks carefully before taking the journey called by mystics, "super crazy calliope of mind-doom".
i will wholly understand if you are not willing to continue. if you have discussed this with your aforementioned family, friends, and loved ones, they no doubt are terrified and wholeheartedly alarmed at the prospect of you taking the "super crazy calliope mind slasher/breaker/destroyer/scarrer ride of mind-doom", as you referred to it as. please, if you hold any value for your life, and for the lives of those your existence touches in any way, shape, or form, consider your decision with the utmost care.