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ALONE | A SOLEMN VOW | AN ANGEL'S BEAUTY | I WILL SURVIVE! | JUST AN ILLUSION | MAY I KNOW? |
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THOU ART BEAUTIFUL | TORN APART | WAS IT ALL A DREAM? | I LOVE YOU & YOU ONLY |
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Willing
to get a chance to be alone, Hating
to be in company, Wanting
to brood over the isolation. Alone,
alone at last, So
happy so pleased, No
one to be seen, No
one to interrupt. Glancing
at the sun going down, Leaving
the red above at dusk, Changing
the dusk to the dark, Vanishing
the view from sight. Dark,
dark at night, So
sad, so scared, No
one to share the feelings, No
one to talk to. Watching
the moon raising up, Engulfing
what's beneath with its beams, Filling
the heart with sorrow, Causing
the mind to fuddle. Cold,
cold in winter, So
foggy, so breezy, Nothing
could be done, Nothing
to keep warm. Wandering
ahead in the falling snow, Wrapping
the arms around, Praying
for a better day to come... :: A dedication to my feelings ::
Showed
me your smile and you stole my heart, Happiness
seemed so far away, thinking you held someone else dear, Apart
though we maybe, our souls will mingle together for ever, Memories
of you, drown me into bliss of everlasting love, All
that I feel for you, I swear by my Lord, its real and pure. May
I whisper to you, a sweet I LOVE YOU?, Undying
will be my feelings for you, forever and eternal, Never
will I hurt you knowingly or ignorant, Nor
will I ever break your heart or will let you shed a sorrowful tear, Yet
I fear within me, for you may desert me. Angel
of my heart, you are the pulse in my veins, Darling
of my being, you are my very pleasure, Open
your heart, for in you do I seek happiness, Reside
in my heart and be my queen, Embrace
me and hold my arm, for I will be there for you ever, Should
you ever be sad, know that I will be the shoulder for you to cry on. You
are the darling, who brought peace and love to my heart, Onto
you I make a vow, a solemn one promising you my affection, Upon
you I ask from God, blessings and eternal happiness… :: A dedication to Shama, my beloved ::
Her
cheeks are like cherry blossoms, In
the gardens of Eden, Dew
drops on the blooming petals, Her
lips are sweet and are made of honey, And
her eyes, they are crystal-like, Yes,
she has got an angel's beauty, Appertaining
to one and only, The
one possessing her, beyond heart full, Having
her to love, share and care... :: A dedication to all ::
I
was happy wholly roaming like a bird, She
blinded me piercing deep into my heart, Within
me I felt something which I knew not, Deep
down I knew that I loved it a lot. Love
struck me with full glamour, Never
did I believe in its flavors, Thought
I would ever be strong, Only
to find out I was wrong. I
knew happiness for she showed me affection, She
knew glory for I gave her my attention, They
were red and they were soft, I
took a bit of it and I was lost. Sun
rises and then it sets, She
comes and love is what she gets, Moon
beams down and it shines bright, She
smiles and then it fades into the night. Will
the sun ever rise, shining down on my soul? Will
the stars ever smile, lighting upon my distant destiny? I
should survive for I should be brave, Would
I know love again, for it is what I crave?... :: A dedication to my Malta trip ::
When
I felt bewitched seeing her look and left me limp, When
I was told that I was admired and made me feel good, When
all that I hoped for became almost real making me dream, When
I seemingly achieved all my happiness having reached my destiny... I
thought I was happy, yet I was sad within, I
believed she loved me, but I was dishonestly played for, I
wanted her affection, yet she loved me not, I
dreamed to be hers; sadly she valued me not... When
all my joy had been taken away and sadness was eminent, When
I was hurt deep down and nothing was of aid, When
friends assured me that they cared and promised me victory, When
everything seemed to close up on me leaving me dismayed... I
thought I was smart, yet Curl told me, "You are nothing...", I
believed that they cared; yet my grief was their pleasure, I
wanted to believe in love, but Mariyah told me, "love is man-made...", I
wished it was an illusion, but I found myself living in it... When
my heart had been poured empty and gave up its feelings, When
all that is to be said had been said and no more was spoken, When
my eyes shed the last drop and refused to weep no more, When
my hopes had been shattered apart and brought me sadness... I
thought it was the end, but I willed hope within, I
thought I could not take it, but I knew I had to go on, I
believed fate to be fair, yet I had learnt it's dark sides, I
feared life to be dull, yet I knew I should brighten up my own... :: A dedication to my sadness & IRC friends ::
Since
when did you start to love me? Have
you known the real me yet? Are
you trying hard or are you indifferent? May
I know what is bothering you? Am
I doing anything you do not like? Why
are you with me if you do not want me? How
can you ever play with my heart while I love you so much? Years
have gone bye and don't you feel me at all? Am
I just another intruder or am I special in your dear heart? May
I truly know if you love me like I do love you? I
may be silent at times, but my heart is ever full of love for you,
do not you realize that? Am
I making you sad or am I not giving you enough attention? Loving
you is all what I want, are you not loving me? Why
do things I say have to make you sad always? And
do not you know you make me really sad at times? Yet,
do not you realize that I always forgive you? So
would not you be happy that I couldn’t hate you but love you? Trying
to forget me, while I am caring about you so much? How
can you even think of deserting me after I have given you so much
love? End
to this wonderful thing we have, can you really bare it? Oh
the happiness of my being, when would you ever understand my feelings
for you? No
one, but you can ever be the queen of my heart, do not you know that? Ever
thought of how we cannot be apart from each other? Believe
me when I say from my heart "I love you", do you? Love
me for what I am, not what I can be to you, can you? Apart
you maybe I always feel you in my heart, do you? May
the feelings you have for me not wither, will it? Ending
this relationship I cannot imagine, can you? Dealing
with the results I do not think I can bear with, can you? :: A dedication to my girlfriend Shama ::
THOU
ART BEAUTIFUL – Car3Tak3R Thine
cheeks art like cherry blossoms, In
the gardens of Eden, Dew
drops on the blooming petals, Thine
lips art sweet and art made of honey, And
thine eyes, they art crystal-like, Yes
thou hast got an angel's beauty, Appertaining
to one and only, The
one possessing thou, beyond heart full, Having
thee to love, share and care... :: A dedication to my version of Beauty ::
I
thought I found love at last, Said
she loved me and made me feel good, Was
told I was wanted and cared for, Yet
I was doubtful though I fell in love. She
poured herself onto my heart, Was
charmed and gave my self in return, Realized
how much I cared about another being, Then
I was told I was wanted. I
was happy and was dreaming, But
fate was planning a trick on me, I
was ignorant and it hit me like a blow, Yet
I wanted to hold onto my feelings. I
taught her to believe in reality, Yet
to keep on dreaming what she wants, Told
her never to give up but face the facts, But
did I believe in what I said?. Then
she changed totally and I felt it, Yet
she assured me she has not, Taught
me what it was like to be hurt, I
am torn and I am hopeless... :: A dedication to my loneliness ::
WAS
IT ALL A DREAM? – Car3Tak3R Never
again will I love, the way I loved you: With
my heart, body and soul, Giving
you all the love and warmth, a heart is capable of giving. Was
it all a dream, which I alone dreamt?, Was
it all a fantasy which I only shared?, Or
was it just a cruel joke played on me by the hands of fate? But
darling what I felt for you was not a joke, Neither
a fantasy nor a dream: What
I felt for you was "love", In
the truest and the deepest way, Which
made me shed so many tears, Made
me weep like I have never wept before, And
which broke my poor and innocent heart. Darling
I just wonder: "How
could an angel like you betray my love, And
break my heart so sensitive?” But
darling my love for you will always remain in my heart, With
the same love, passion, sorrow and heartache that I am feeling now. I
can never hate you dear, Nor
can I ever break your heart, But
will always love you... :: A dedication to Shama, my sweetheart ::
I
LOVE YOU & YOU ONLY – Car3Tak3R So
many times you ask me, “Do you really love me dear?” How
can I ever make you believe darling? Are
you feeling ignored or are you in too much love? May
I ask you dear, to take a deep look into my eyes? Are
you seeing dishonesty or is it TRUE LOVE you see dear? Darling,
you are my only happiness that I ever wanted, Every
time I am down, you take me up with those caring hands, And
whenever I feel dismayed, you always give me hope, Remember
dear, forever I will got on chanting, “I love you and you only” Yet
I know dear, you can never be totally satisfied sweetheart, Once
upon a time, I was a stranger to you and that was then, Unknown
to you, till our hearts decided to become one. Are
you sad or are you happy in the heart? Remember
the night you decided; was not GOD our witness? Even
do you know the moon was beaming down on us? My
dear heart, oh it weeps at times, in fear of loosing you one day, Yet
I know deep down darling, you will never desert me. Only
if I could give you all the happiness you could ever imagine, Name
it dear and it will be all yours, but you know my limitations, Lovers
can be loyal and “lovers” can be mirages, Yet
I know loabi, it is I and only me as myself you adore. Happily
I am humming, the sweetest song in my heart, A
song my heart always wanted but had never sung before, Praising
myself for having you in my arms, Praying
to GOD for having you created as solely mine, In
love I will never wither; but my love will go on blooming, Nor
will my caring cease to exist; but I will caress you forever, Every
time I look at you, I drown deeper in my love for you, Sometimes
I wonder, “Do you ever realize how much I love you?” So
tell me dear, tell me for you are my only happiness… :: A dedication to Shama, my Angel ::
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