The New CD from Superstar Makoto: Disappearance Disappearance Track Listing: 1. Me and You "I Tried To" 2. Disgrace 3. Eyes 4. Never Enough 5. Beautiful Flower 6. Fate 7. Me and Myself 8. The Dying Room 9. The Future of a Kiss 10. I Remember When 11. I Don't Understand Lyrics: 1. Me and You "I Tried To" 2) Disgrace If you believe me, Please show it. If you don't, Please tell me. If you can't, I can't. And I can't Don't disgrace honesty. Be open to yourself. Show your broken courage when your heart is exposed to me. Even if it is only a broken courage, it's honest. Just add the number of tears left to be seen. I don't want to be alone I stood there until midnight, I never felt so alone. I was hugging my frozen heart, thinking of you. I believed that it will be like that forever, But I now know what forever truly is. Don't disgrace honesty. Be open to yourself. Show your broken courage when your heart is exposed to me. Even if it is only a broken courage, it's honest. Tell me what I should see. Is it you? Is it me? Is it honest? Everyone is all alone, I don't want to be alone I'm going to find out every disgrace The only thing I need is to believe in myself Don't disgrace honesty. Be open to yourself. Show your broken courage when your heart is exposed to me. Even if it is only a broken courage, it's honest. Just add the number of tears left to be seen. I don't want to be alone Surely, somewhere there lies an answer, All answers, Honest answers. 3). Eyes One day I realized a small truth I never could get over that moment I looked into your eyes And I could see the world in your mind How long has it been We've been honest all this time But I never could forget the lie in your eyes I can't remember the faces I've seen Over these many years It all blurs together I can't believe I remember anything From so long ago I have one crystal clear memory You came home And your eyes lied to me I should have known all this time I have chosen to ignore the faces The memories, the thoughts I can't tear myself away from that one moment Your eyes still show me that world Maybe this time I can let it go Maybe something somewhere Will let me let it go I can't let it go Your eyes have been calling me Telling me to let it go And I can't help but think Maybe I should let it go The rain will stop 4) Never Enough You're so lazy I don't have time for people like that If I told you straight I hate people obsessed with nothing Believe in yourself If that feeling isn't real You're no real man Show me the man in you It's never enough saying you are if you don't show it Show me the truth in your actions People should grow by being hurt Do you think? Stand up if you fall Try it again If that doesn't work Try it again We've all been hurt We've all gotten up from it Show me the strength in you It's never enough saying you have it if you don't show it Show me the truth in your actions The thing is never enough The places I had been They teach me pain They teach me truth When the day breaks I stand up again 5. Beautiful Flower 6) Fate Talking: What tied me here? What fate awaits? What kind of lie? I'll tell you a legend A Legend of Fate Singing: On that morning you and I sat Under the soft light On the cold beach It seemed like forever I wanted to stay with you It may pass, but it will not fade Fate is talking I know your future And I might cry But together we'll be alright I can't believe I can't tell anyone now The days with you were... Always being the lonely one Always afraid of myself It may pass, but it will not fade Fate is singing This is the future And I do cry Even alone I'll be alright I'm not alone these days My thoughts are filled with you And though it might hurt I'm not afraid I'll be the one to make sure the world is happy I'll carry it on It may pass, but it will not fade Fate is dancing Tomorrow is the future And I won't cry Everyone will be alright 7). Me and Myself I once believed that I couldn't do anything alone I couldn't change anyone or anything I wanted to change the world but... I couldn't was all I could do I wanted to be the one who saved the world I wanted so many things I had to look into myself I had a dream There I saw me standing I was standing next to myself One dressed in black The other in white Like an angel and a demon Trying to be free I held myself up I asked why I was there I looked into myself And found the courage I could change I couldn't into I could I could change the world As long as I had myself in me All I needed was to believe There was another me Inside myself I am not alone I am not afraid I am here Just me and myself 8). The Dying Room I never though about it that way When you put it to me I don't know how lonely Lonely can be It's a long way home I just can't believe That you're not there Those days just made for us I felt like I was put in a cage Left there in a dying room All night long Good-byes don't come easy I had hoped they wouldn't come at all Every time days fade into nights Every night awakens a new morning And that is how it goes I take each day one moment at a time I just can't believe That you're not there I wish I still had days Those days made just for the two of us I'm still in a cage Alone in a dying room If tomorrow had never come Would I still be lonely today? If time had stopped that moment I wouldn't have to cry There would be all the time on earth And I'd still have you The days pass on Tomorrow keeps on coming Time wouldn't stop for me No matter how much I asked it to And these days I find myself crying Alone These times are trying I can't believe That you're not here I'm left alone In a dying room 9). The Future of a Kiss It was raining I was lost and searing A piece of my heart was missing I couldn't find the special ingredient To keep sorrow from me I ran into you We both were like lost children Looking for a mother I could tell we needed each other Standing in the middle of the street Soaking wet from the rain We both reached out for each other Trying to the find the future of a kiss Neither of us knew the other But I felt as if I'd known you forever And I hoped to know you forever Alone is nowhere to be I hoped I finally found what was missing We weren't lost anymore We had found each other Standing in the middle of the street Soaking wet from the rain We both reached out for each other Staring at the future of a kiss 10) I Remember When I can't wait for you to come to me again. I'm alone forever. In distant memory you live. Your blue eyes sink in me They shine on in my soul I see it different than you That day the sky was so blue It quickly turned to grey You changed in me Forever I sit alone Can you believe it? When did it become like this? These days go on forever No more blue sky Do you see it? I see it different now No more smiling faces It's gone in me always That day the sky was so blue It quickly turned to grey You changed in me Forever I sit alone I changed today Thinking of you keeps me going Like this day is no different I looked at your picture before I left And you remain the same Like the day the sky was so blue Hey, do you wonder how it could have been? Is it different in your memory? Or am I always the one running from it? That day the sky was so blue It quickly turned to grey You changed in me Forever I sit alone Always Always 11) I Don't Understand Why can't I understand you? I haven't done anything Every time the same Every day the same And why is it always? Forever and Ever I'll never understand the things I see I'll never understand the things I do But I'll always know that you loved me The pounding of my heart never ceases More than anyone More than anything It's you, I don't understand Here and Now Right this moment It's all around The things I'll never understand Why do you ask? Why do I wonder? Forever and Ever I'll never understand the things I see I'll never understand the things I do But I'll always know that you loved me If I believe If You believe Maybe I understand These days pass These days stand still Do we move? Do I ask? In the wind, under the sun I wait for the answer on wings Forever and Ever I'll never understand the things I see I'll never understand the things I do But I'll always know that you loved me The pounding of my heart never ceases More than anyone More than anything It's you I'll never understand