Pounding, then burning, now only destruction
Voices are screaming, words are demeaning
Shadows leap just out of the corner of my sight
The things I see
The things I hear
The things I think
Are things you would never want
I can't wish this curse on anyone
Even you.
My schizophrenia.
Dancing in and out of reality
Border lining insanity
Visions of hallucinations
Forgotten is salvation
My schizophrenia.
Crazy.
Insane.
Perfection.
Alone in my mind...
And now in my life
Are you there?
Is anyone there?
Slowly fall.
Bit by bit.
Lies.
My schizophrenia.
Eyes wide open
When I'm awake
Eyes wide shut
When I'm asleep
They're all out there
Out there to get me
They're gonna kill me
They're gonna hurt me
No please!! Stay away!!
GET AWAY FROM ME!!
My schizophrenia.
Pointless tears, emotionless tears
They all blend in after awhile
Colors dance in front of me
Then it's all gone
Leaving me answerless questions
My schizophrenia.
Pressured by them to be the best
Out casted from all the rest
Gotta get this weight off my chest
My schizophrenia.
Paranoia.
Panic.
My heart's frozen.
I think I'm dying.
Maybe...
I already am dead?
Or am I still dreaming?
My schizophrenia.
Every day I wanna die
Every day I think that I am
Every night I sleep like an insomniac
Every night I dream nightmares
Every morning I wake up screaming
My schizophrenia.
You don't get it do you?
It's not cool to be like this
You think it's cool to hear voices?
You thinks its fun to see illusions?
Do you really?
My schizophrenia.
You say you wanna be like me
Be a schizophrenic
You're scared of me
Yet you can't wait to scream in fear
Can't wait to border insanity
I've already walked that border already
I'm still not sure if I've crossed it
My schizophrenia.
Do you wanna be me?
Do you wanna be a schizophrenic
My schizophrenia.
Voices
Visions
And the actions the follow them
Will haunt you all your life
My schizophrenia.
Screaming out.
Pouring blood.
Self Injury.
Insanity unknown.
My schizophrenia.