If I could die today
Would everything just melt away?
I could be freed from this life
And slowly fade into death
And everything goes black.
I wanted the world to notice me
I wanted you to notice me
I wanted someone to just look at me
I wanted everything
Maybe that's why I have nothing.
There's a lot that I wanted
And even more that I didn't get
I hear people saying that I have everything
That I'm perfect
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
If everything is lying at the bottom
Of a bottomless pit
Then you can have it
I never wanted it
I never wanted this.
If perfection is a crumbling mask
Made of cheap and used plastic
Then you can have it
You can have every last shard of my broken mask
Pick the pieces off the floor.
I haven't been though hell like you
But I haven't been though heaven either
I don't really get a category to fit into
I'm just a castaway
I don't belong.
Everything is something
But I have nothing
My logic is twisted I know
But life just goes like that
Everything fades with time.