Broken and bleeding, I�m still waiting
Hurt and wounded, I�m still debating
I don't understand why its like this
You say you love me and we kiss
You walk me home and I watch you leave though the willows
I go inside, run up the stairs and scream into my pillow
I fucking hate you, I can't believe you're still standing here
I fucking hate you, you tell me there's nothing I should fear
I fucking hate you, I wanna leave you and say good bye
I fucking hate you, you pull me close and tell me not to cry
You're so fucking controlling and I can't do anything for myself
You must fucking hate me, storing me away like some doll on a shelf
There's a knife right next to me, I need some form of release
There's a war inside my mind and it will never fucking cease
My hand reaches for the knife
I've already thrown out my life
Closer and closer, pressed against my skin, so much blood
Pouring over and over, white skin bathed in crimson, it floods
Slashing and slashing, deeper and deeper, I'm fucking crying
It's all your fault, you, you're the reason that I'm fucking dying