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  I know life is not easy and there is no one in this world that doesn�t unearth this truth. It appears that every step that I take is another mistake and it makes it even worst. Honestly I hate to think this way. I love it when it looks brighter. So I smile try to think good of others. It makes me feel much better but if pain is over and above-it hurts and mess up my mind. I write, I write thing to improve my condition, my strategy of peaceful living�.I do everything to keep myself busy- but if nothing helps- I pray! I always use to think life is so good it worth living and I still believes in it but now as time passed I realized it also has ocean of pains which burst within each time when someone close to you or so very important to you ignores you or precisely dumped you. Then life sucks!!! Die every moment of it. But I live �.I am stronger�.I know I am not alone�there are many peoples who cares for me who will feel sad if I am not here�.this feeling is what keeps me together�. I will learn from my past mistakes, I�ll not waist any passing minutes and seconds- every single thing taking place in my life teaches me something new����. I am really glad that I breathe in this world�I got to see some most beautiful things here-Mother, nature, love�. Is there anything only meant for me�.can I say confidently that- hey! This is mine���.No! I don�t think so. I know�I am sent here alone and I�ll leave this world alone�.there is no one absolutely for you - though it feels good when someone comes to you and you trusted that person�.but tell me Can you really trust anyone with all your heart�.I think it is most difficult to trust anyone with all his heart but if it is possible then that feeling will be most beautiful���� Whenever it is closer it fades away�.even the longest relation seems distant when it comes to trust. But I am not done��because I am glad that every single passing minutes and seconds helps me to learn something new in the life. I love challenges�..to me life is a biggest challenge. I believe till you have life you can change it for better and worst�..honestly it has greater chance towards light�..of course if you try. We can change it for better from our past mistakes but I am really sad to see people just giving up there life for nothing�.Even a guy like me who has a great passion to do everything in life hates it���..�You can die at any time but it takes a lot of courage to live���..life is not to give up! If you can�t live it for yourself just spend it helping other you will soon find how beautiful it is������.. What is death? Everyone is puzzled about it, what happen after death. We leave everything to GOD. We never look things deeply this is no question rather it is a foolishness. God had answered to all our past, present and future questions. We die everyday. We know perfectly what it feels to be death surfing or what one does not feels. It is the darkest part of life and we experienced it everyday or night when light falls. We are forced to experience it; it is the wish of God. Some of us enjoy it without thinking deep into it. I hope now you have understood death. However it may give rest to body and peace of mind but mind it�..this is limited to pure and innocent souls. When it comes to sinners everything goes wrong nightmares control them, They feel uneasy� all he left with the feeling of mare infidelity��.else creature devouring him��but saddest part is that death is death it is inevitable he could not come back to life and he will die thousand times after death. This is the only difference between Death and experiencing a part of it. But to all our questions related to death�.Sleep is the only answer. Rather sleep is death-Death is sleep. Why we sleep now if we have it in abundance after death! Every minute, every hour, every day�..every part of my life is important for me and I will live every part of it �..Every second of it����.**  |