This page's 'bout my mysterious 3 kittens, they disappeared without no clue!

There 3 kittens were the children of MeowZu (I don't have a specific picture of her but she's alike these pictures but her color is brighter not dim and dark like these!)

(my first cat I've had) She has orange-yellow eyes with 5 colors like tiger (black, white, orange, brown and yellow) and very short fur and tail (coz her mom, Blackie(look like Felix but a bit unique with white color at legs not much more) was weak when she had MeowZu)  In fact, her mom had 2-3 babes (not sure) but the white died and the yellow brown I don't know yet where is she or he and only MeowZu's alive and became to be my cat.

She had first time babies with a stranger black cat (now I never see him anymore, he's alive?) but the first night they (kitties) were fine, MeowZu took care her children well all day until they slept MeowZu left them, next morning nothing was strange but the next night those kittens disappeared a night per a kitten! I firstly thought a snake??? or this kitten crawled to find her/his mom (I don't know its sex) and went out side my home and lost her/him way? The morning came upon me and MeowZu took care her babe without unsuspected sight where was my lost kid until they 2 had gone, MeowZu moaned to me before I thought she didn't trust me to let her children stayed in my home then she moved them to other home or other where but it wasn't I think! It happened to me very fast and short :'(

Blackie, the mom of MeowZu, she came since I've Puggie and Gorgy also Bambie (came after Gorgy ), she is a side road cat and I gave her a food. First she never dared to come near to me but it took half 1 years she trusts me but with a little fear ;) and become to be one of my family (also MeowZu trusted me first (before her mom does) coz an instinct of babe (both human or animal) they easily trust other who never hurt but Blackie I think she was hurt by human before she met me, that's why she's scared every stranger who she never knows before!

Now she's very very old coz she came to me when I was in grade 5 or 6 and she had MeowZu when I was in grade 9-10 (I can't recognize the exact time! sorry)