Angelbaby's
Thoughts

There Are A Few Things

I want to feel the tenderness of a kiss once again
From the one who is so far away once more
I want to see him once more even for a moment
To feel his warm hand in mine
I want to feel the coolness of the spring breeze
Blowing against my face
I want to see the leaves blowing in the wind as I walk
Through the park on a cold autumn afternoon
I want to see a family spending a Christmas Eve together
Sharing memories of the years gone by
I want to see the first flower bloom
On the first day of spring
I want to travel to the farthest countries
And experience their culture and their lifestyle
I want to come home to a family of love
A mother who spends an artist's life
In paintings and in colour
A dog and a cat that comes and lies beside me in the evening
Snuggles with me in the night
And I want to be the perfect daughter
I want to be this girl

A Melody Of Feelings

There is a melody of feelings in me
Right here and right now
Too many to name
But I can tell a small few
There is a blanket of loneliness over me
Which longs for special ones
Like the single voice of a violin
When it disappears into silence
There is a feeling of pride building up in me
When I see my name in lights
When I see something I've created
Like a trumpet sounding a joyous call
When it announces a proclamation
There is a heart of love that beats inside of me
With the sound or thought of my one true love
Although he is so far away
I still see him in my dreams at night
Like the chorus played by the flute
That makes my heart sing with romance and mystical dreams
There is a feeling of hatred in me
That pounds with force and strength
When a friend turned on me to leave me behind
After all the secrets we have shared
And all the times we have spent
Like the harmony of drums that pound out their beat
So does the hatred in my soul
Everything is guided by the feeling of confusion
About how I should feel each moment
Like a conductor that instructs each instrument to
Play a certain note at a certain time
A conductor which runs the symphony all at once
Or at different moments
There is a melody of feelings in me
Right here and right now
That's what makes me special
That's what makes a melody ..a melody.

Summer's Here

Summer's here
School's a closed book
No more teachers
With their dirty looks
No more studying
Late at night
Just to make sure
An essay's just right
Concerts to go to
People to see
Spend my days on the beach
Just my friends and me
Once the school doors
Fling open again
Nothing but memories
Shall remain
Memories of smiles
Memories of tears
Memories of laughter
And memories of fears

A World Of Fear

A child plays in the sweet rays of sunshine
Unknowing of the world around him
The indescribable future that could be unleashed
Just in one moment of time
Just by the turn of a key
A world could be destroyed forever
Without a thought or a care
Not a concern about our uncertain future
A large cloud of thick, black smoke
Rising to the sky, making the world dark
Who can we blame if this is our future?
Who can stop it from happening?
If anyone ever wants to know the certain response
A mirror will forever hold the answer

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