| ~I Walk Alone~ � by The Magus Putting one foot ahead of the other... I keep pace with the dry, heat filled wind. Carrying with it, it's strange whispers... To my tired ears. From where it comes from I do not know. I falter in my direction... But still the wind tells me where to go. So far away... Leaving behind... All the times things never seemed to turn out right... I walk the desert alone I want to, I need to, Get away from there! No more lush forest where the trees used to cry colored tears. It won't seem so miserable Silently carrying the pain from all the places I've been. Looking for similar expressions that can't ever be seen... ... I fell down on my knees... In this land beyond a home that was never home.. No more princely royalty... Closed my eyes and finally I was free... ... Wind blown sand in my hair as I lay there. Guess I thought I could make it across all on my own. Crawling now with faded strength... Ahead of a slow fall. But still you could say that here I am free. No one else out in the desert... To continue hurting me. But still I lie... My face down... But you can't heal parched earth by making it drown... Only need a little rain... After all that how could I ever feel again? Punished endlessy by other travellors... I just want only a single drop of rain... To touch my lips and I could start to live again. I want to, I need to, Find another hope for me! Even if I become that dream, who would ever see? At least I will know... I could not leave you miserable. A dream of love has become too much to hope for. Could I even ask for a piece of a fragment of forever-more? Oh please don't touch my soul... Lest you know I'm miserable. I collapsed and promised myself not to dream again. Painful memories alone, and I'm always thinking back to then. Oh but maybe by myself... I won't be so damned miserable! Just want to find my meaning walking over endless dunes. Everything else is out of reach, so allow me this one peace...! Just leave me by myself... Just leave me on my own. Just remember me... And this walk I make alone! |