| ~I of the Storm and the Sun~ � by The Magus Cold artificial wind, that blows from my fan I turned it up just now as high as I can. I lay in darkness, weary from the weight The weight I bear, and its getting late... I refer of course, to the hours of my day... I'm trying vainly to keep sleep at bay. The storm and sun are at war, just outside. It feels like my war, between desire and pride. I stand within myself, I of the Storm and the Sun. I'm yearning for your touch to ease my troubled mind. I dream of you when I'm awake. I reach out to hold you close, but we know that can't be. Outside the blue sky shows over the dark storm clouds. Such a terribly energy they make. There can only be one in the end, but I don't know which is me. Darkness is so easy to slip into, like a cool lake. Blanketing my entire house as I dream awake. Not sure if I prefer the storm or the sun. But I know I can only be one. Charmed by power in one, and the peace of another. I'm torn between one or the other. Why do I feel, and do I even need a reason? When it changes with the passing season. Trying to say how I feel, I of the Storm and the Sun The only thing I see quite clearly as the mist drifts... I dream of you when I'm awake. Through the storm and sun, You remain here with me. And I'm still plodding through, trying to keep my head. Chaos must clear for our sake! One day I can say how I feel, and then I will be free. Wishing I could soar... Between the gray and blue. Don't care which wins this war. I want to be with you... |