So far, no one has given me any poems to use so I'll just use some of my own:
Untitled poem
When I wake up
I see the sunlight
So I close the curtains
& Yell "Why?!"

When I'm alone
No one's home
So I look up your number
& burn it.

But as I search the closet
& find your yearbook signiature
I look up your picture
& torch it.

Whenever your gone
I pull out a dagger:
I slit my rist
& I stab my breast.

"I'll kill you!"
Ian says "Would you like that?"
"Yes, Ian!" I say
"But you're to late!"

Forget Algebra 5-6
I'd rather write
I'd rather feel pain
& I should die!
by Giovanni Faust

Ramblings
Why the heck
Do I put rainclouds
Where there is sunshine?!

Why can't I allow myself
To leave my friends for you?
Am I insaine?!

When the winds
Blow stardust my way
Why do I sneeze?

Am I allergic to love?
Or am I
Afraid of change?

Will I die alone?
Or will a bird
Finally land on me?

When I lie asleep in bed
& little angels
Whisper in my head
I want to listen.

From where I am
The books I see now are:

LoveJoy
& tennage suicide.

If these are my choices
I must choose love.
by Giovanni Faust

untitled poem
I hurt for you;

Sitting at my busstop,
I see visions of my future,
In the movie screen on the flight to Mexico

A lonely-hearted writer,
Failing at love and taking his life.

But I shun death
So is this still my destiny?
by Giovanni Faust

Her (a song I wrote, but I think it sucks as a song)
Her eyes
See in the future
You see that the future
She sees is all a lie.

She sees that a bird
Flies in the sky
Blue behind grey-white
Gracefully, it flies

(chorus:)
Girl,
I break my heart in two
I kill myself o'er you
I don't know what to do

Every time
I turn around
I make myself sit down
Don't know what you go through

(Next verse:)
The bird lands on her head
She grabs its leg
She ties
It to her heart
Se lets
The bird pull her to fly

You go tie her down
You tell her "It's not right
The sky may take your life
Are you prepared to die?"

(Chorus)

You go join her too
You want to grow your wings
You want to get a life
You want to learn to fly

(repeat last verse)
by Giovanni Faust

Nightmare: (only the first 5 verses)
One spring-break morning
I lie down on my bed
I feel a hammering in my head:
A 2 ton safe perpetually falls on it.

My weary arm falls to the floor
I feel too weak to roll over or get up.
My breast presses through my prison wall
The weight of my bed is too much for me.

"What happened last night?!"
I wonder as I stare into my bed.
As if to answer my question",
& like I awoke from a dream: sleep grabs me.

As I eat in the cafeteria
Alongside friends like Ian & Matt;
A long ago enemy girl approaches me, and
I let everything go and we make amends.

I explain why I let my grudge go
I tell of my feelings for you
We make up a plan to decieve
To see if you'd be enpregnated by jealosy.
(to be continued) {by Giovanni Faust)