No food, only meditation...


So the last couple of months, I started doing some meditation.  Didn't know where I was going with it. I figured, I need to meditate.  Read some very interesting books about how it makes the person intune with self.  So, started working with controlling the energy of the body, from one area to another.  Having a computer background, mind automatically works like crazy, so meditation was a great tool.  I was successfully able to move my energy around, and start working with Chakras.  Chakras, which are natural human energy generation points in the body.

What an experience, I must admit!  Put me REALLY intune with myself.  Great sensations, with no one around.  To the point, where I would go somewhere, and be able to show people magic.  Natural magic, no shady things behind.  Nothing crazy, I hope, became a psychic.  Already had some other metaphysical disciplines, so it worked great.  Head to head, a lot of service to provide to people.  Why not?  Feels good because people like the honest nature.  It's not about what I like, it's about you.  That's the message I spread. 

Changes started to take place.  Everyone started seeing it.  Self started to disappear.  Service became the #1 priority.  Started a non-profit organization, which is the best title that anyone can ever give it.  No money!  Lots of heart...

So after doing quite a bit of work, go to Joy, a great friend.  Knowing not much about Joy's background, started doing a reading for her.  Well, guess what?  Joy is a pretty big undercover psychic herself!  She tells me to shut up!  Says,
"Bilal, I have a few words for you.  Look at yourself?  You have already let go of all the fat in you body. Things are not looking good.  Take care of yourself.  Here, have some food, because I know that you can't even afford food.  Be responsible, get a new car.  Apply for 401K... "
Wow...  What a hit!  Right there between the two eyes...  Bingo!  Makes sense.  Sure, got really intune with self, did all this meditation, yoga, service organization, run around meeting cool people.  Putting their stuff on the website, giving them encouragment and credit.  Try to spread the word that there is no one religion we belong to, but we create our own religion.  What religion is that?  Goodness!!  That's the religion we believe in.  Doesn't care about race, color, country, face, male, female, gay, lesbian, drug users, whatever... Still show uncondional love.  What is bigger than that?

Joy is a prime example of people that can be confident in themselves, knows how to live life to the fullest.  Psychics like me become little weak kids in front of her.  Not because she can, because she makes us feel wanted, and cared.  Who doesn't see or feel unconditional love coming towards them? 

So, many thanks to Joy that let me see the meaning of taking action for self, which I believe started to get lost.  But, my angel comes at the time which I need her the most.  Put some reality check on me, and made me wise. 

Now, I am eating healthy for the past 3 days.  Working out, which again works on the 1st and 2nd Chakra:)  The Chakras of well-being, which comes from working out, and eating right! 

You know what they say, happiness comes from uniting mind, body and soul.  Mind brings peace, body brings well-being.  Unless we exercise and eat right, we will never feel the complete happiness, or the complete self.  So, a good lesson learned, and the lost soul continues it's path for more...

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