Bind Up My Life
Villains Lovers and Fools
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Sitting And Waiting

My soul is soaked in anger and despair
Thoughts and words swirl around me
Enveloping Fumes
Suffocating vapors
Muddle my sensibilities
And I wait
Immobile and mute
Eyes closed,
In fear and anticipation
For the spark
To give these vapors form and substance
Will I arise from the ashes
A phoenix, wings extended
In brilliant affirmation?
Or will I lie there
A harden lump of coal
Bleak, bitter, black?
I sit and wait.
Someone There

Sweet Angel, Fat Cat Buddha
Master of all that he sees
Eyes half closed in contemplation,
The other half fixed on me.

Twitching ears now and then says he�s listening~
To the wind�s hide and seek with the trees.
Sweet Angel, Fat Cat Buddha
Wide eyes -now he�s staring at me.

And there in the far off distance
In a not so certain just where
A canine barks his insistence
Somebody there
Somebody there
Somebody, somebody, somebody there

Sweet Angel, Fat Cat Buddha
Rises up and to the window sill
And into the darkness is peering
Canine barking still
Somebody there
Somebody there
Somebody, somebody, somebody there

Wide eyes fixed upon the shadows
Body quivers in the warm firelight
His mood is all ones and zeros
As his eyes go stalking the night

Sweet Angel, Fat Cat Buddha
Paces the window sill
Sweet Angel, Fat Cat Buddha
Is waiting for the coming kill

Then the dog fades off into stillness
The danger has all gone away
Sweet Angel stops his pacing
Wind and trees resume the play

And Sweet Angel, the Fat Cat Buddha
Master of all he sees
Lies down all yawns and stretches
And purrs his sweet purr for me
Cello

Melancholy cello
Caught up in the reeds
Of a minor key
Sings a song soft and low
Of lovers not to be
And there, the little oboe,
Wistful wayward child
Dances on the broken notes
Of promises and smiles
The flutes forever flutter
Wishing they could wash away
Her pain
Nervous little flutters
Like an early morning rain
But still the song goes on and on
Like the wind through an autumn day
Melancholy memories
Of a lover gone away�..
Etch Me

I.

My sensibilities are being
Ground down
By the daily grind�
Where once the flotsum
And the jetsum of life
Used to cling to my facets
Cling just long enough
To peruse and admire
And consider�.
Now all the flotsum
And the jetsum
Go skimming past
On a smooth shiny surface
Slipping away

II

Etch me!
Etch me with your pen
Etch me with your mind
Etch me with a humor
As you will
Mar the shiny surface
With your lines of design
And pour the acid in
Then ink me with the colors
Of your soul
So that I may see you again.
A Sea of Words

A sea of words
Me grasping for a random vowel
As a crashing of thoughts
Rushes over me
Pushing me down
In the undertow
Tossing in the tumultuous
Sputtering and spewing
A salty brew
Of nothingness foam
Wishing only to find
The soft and sandy shore
And read my sea
From afar.
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