Bind Up My Life
Villans Lovers and Fools
Page 4
The Dying Place

This is the dying place
We�re all just waiting to die
When you forget and pee in your pants
When your body is used up
Or your mind,
Or both�.

Too tired to walk, too tired to talk
They wheel us into the TV room
And we sit there
Like forgotten dolls
At a forgotten tea party
We don�t say nothin
Cause we ain�t here�

We�re off in those fields across the road
You and me runnin� in among the corn shocks Catchin� grasshoppers in our moms� canning jars
And knowing all along we�ll be catchin� hell
When they find out we poked holes in the lids�.
And the sun is shinin�
And we smell the wind.

Old John sits by the door all day long
He�s got a plan to make his escape
He�s got a plan to wheel on out of here
All he�s got is his plan
Cause he knows there�s no where to go
They sold his farm
Couldn�t keep it up
The kids lived in Chicago
He couldn�t live alone
There�s no where to go�..
Except that picture show in his mind
Oh to smell the wind

Mary knows how to shuffle
Her arms too weak to turn the wheels
But she sure can shuffle
She can make those wheels race
With the shuffle shuffle shuffle
Of little house-slippered feet
And she shuffles after the nurses
Like a little puppy dog
�Is it time to go?�


Ruthie is no bigger than minute
Ruthie broke her hip
She tries to get out of her bed
She throws her dolls at the nurses
She cries at night like a little child
Nightmares that won�t go away
I want to pick her up
And sit her on my knee
And cradle her in my arms
I want to tell her
Don�t worry about dyin', honey
You�re already dead�.
Scenes at a Grocery Store

Between Frozen Foods and Gourmet Cheeses and just on the other side of Dairy, she walks sullen, huddled around herself � all bare arms and legs, string necklace and ankle tattoo.  Her sister got dibs on pushing the cart.  She has been designated �The Hunter��.Already she has taken back large curd cottage cheese for small, 2% milk for 1%.  The exasperated drill sergeant that calls herself �mother� is all grim determination. 

It is 2:31pm, Day 11, Summer Vacation.
Corporate Plan

Watching the cows grazing
In the early morning mist
I lose myself in their tranquil ignorance.
I want to stay,
But that alarming clock
Is tick tick ticking away
Dragging me into the corporate lands
Mission statement for the corporate plan
Concubine for the corporate man
Spreading legs on corporate spreadsheets
Scripted nothings from scribbled cheatsheets
All for the promise of a Monte Blanc pen
I do it all with an absent-minded air
For you see I�m not really there
But in that pasture
with the cows and the mist
Of the earth
In ignorant bliss
Silence

Let me take a small moment or two
To drink in it in full measure
Savor it on my tongue
Feel it in my ears
Silence
Pegasus

Pegasus flying in the sky
Let me have a feather
For my pillow
Fly me to that land of dreams
As the beating of your wings
Causes my heart to beat
Just a bit faster
At the knowledge of you
Ancient steed
Ancient soul
Just a feather for my pillow.
Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1