Bind Up My Life
A Work in Progress
Page 10
Complaint

A thunderstorm of thoughts comes rolling in with the night. 
The wind chimes protest their innocence to the accusatory wind. 
And I in the darkness with my cigarettes and gin
Ponder the shapes forming there on the horizon-
Trying to wrap them in colored paper words
And bows of double meaning. 

But with the redeeming light of morning,
The crisp clarity of day I see my packages
All glum and bleak. 
Here on this path
The tap, tap, tapping of the woodpecker
Steady rhythms of a world
Devoid of ledger sheets
Of the year to come. 

Here all is timeless �
Here all is double meaning
There stands the cedar Medusa
Head of snakes writhing before me
And beyond, the fallen soldier
Raised torso on one long arm
Waiting to be taken back to the womb
The landscape littered with mosses and needles
Vibrant green against the brown. 

A crow announces me and a heron replies. 
Two redbirds stop their searching to watch me pass. 
I am an outsider to this timelessness
And yet I am allowed to be enveloped by it. 
Walk this path � we don�t care. 
The water runs whether I am there or not. 
The flowers bloom their bright little faces
And the ferns peek their heads up through the dead leaves. 
Come and go as you please �
We will sing with the waterfall just the same.
A rush of wind through the basin
Causes the trees to creak and mutter their complaints. 
The landscape strewn with their bones �
Broken, twisted,
No longer able to cling to the limestone cliff. 
There is no weeping
They know well the journey back to the womb. 
It is their destiny
And amid the complaints they whisper their prayers

They will enjoy the sunshine while it lasts. 
They will enjoy the bird song while it lasts. 
And so will I as I make my way up the ridge
Past the stump forever looking on in horror
At the rest of his majestic being laying there
Horror struck, mouth agape, frozen in time.

But its really just me making it so
Like Medusa and the dying soldier
I translate them all and melt within them
And they into me
Here on this trail
After the storm clouds have gone
In the morning�s grace.
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