Bind Up My Life
Mama Earth Days
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Remembering

What memories have I made for you
When I�m cold in my grave
As you sit by the fire
Remembering, remembering

Will you recall the hateful moments
And the ancient rages and
The tired faces of me
Or will you recall those things I loved
And how I looked when I loved them?

Will you remember the advice
So adamantly given?
Will you believe in its truth?
Will you feel its intent?
Will you understand its history?
Or simply smile at the futility of
A mother�s love?

What memories have I made for you
When I�m cold in my grave
Piercing pictures stinging the senses?
Soft hazy dreams of a never-never was?
Wistful could have beens and was�s
But will never be again?

Just remember my heart
As you sit by your fire
It always intended to be in the right place
At the right time
It always wanted to beat
Strong and courageous
Inside your favorite action hero
Even if it often found itself
Imprisoned in a fool�..
Just know that it loved you
In its way and in its time
While you sit there
Remembering, remembering�
No Man's Land

I traverse this crack
Between human existences
Explore the nooks and crannies
A path has been offered
Reluctantly
Certain factions of the wild daisy
And Poison Ivy contingent
Have conspired to regain the territory
For themselves, though
Both having suffered at the hands of man
One in longing, the other in scorn
Like the rose and the thorn
It is an uneasy alliance
But that�s a tale for another day�.

Today it is my middle ground
Today it is my abyss between two truths
I�ve have given these truths various faces
Today it is WAS and YET TO BE
And today I am in the Land of IS
Here the demons of these truths are kept at bay
Here they cannot touch me though they try
It is a precarious balancing act
To stay on this path of IN THE MOMENT
Not in the physical sense �
No, that is merely a mild and winding incline
It offers no danger
No it is only when the mind wanders��

I wish he was here with me now
Here to share this IS of US
Perhaps then we could look together
Unafraid of our demons
See clearly the truths of our existences
Admire the sound of bull frogs
And the drone of the cicada
And forget our respective fates

But as it is,
We trudge in our respective trenches
Down with the rats and the stenches
Peering out over a No Man�s Land
Knee deep in the mud�
We are Passchendaele
We are a war of attrition �
Cassandra in the Woods

I�m Cassandra in the woods,
Will you not listen?
Words perfectly formed
Into some incomprehensible language
I can see it there ~
That expression on your face~
Missing the point.

I have suspected
It is missed on purpose~
A deflection of energy~
Take that! Ninja Bitch!
The subtext to the text,
Down to its basic element;
A battle of wills
Covered in human goo.

Through an eyeglass, darkly�.
Let me twist it to a glass eye
See the reflection of my smile
And for a moment,
Recognition:
Acknowledgement
Of another point of view.
Through a glass eye darkly,
I�m Cassandra in the woods�..
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