Mon. March 24 2003,
Well I am pretty bored. It is snowing agien which means i cannot go out side. Plus i am really worried about my friend, He seems so sad I wish there was some way i could cheer him up. It seems like im just not the person he wants to help him. I dont know....God this spring break has sucked! I have not gotten to hang out with the people i want to hang out with. Dont get me wrong the people i have been hanging out with are great, but i wanna hang out with people i dont get to see often. I am so angrey at some of my friends it feels like they only hang out with me because they have nothing better to do. I guess it is just me, no one really wants to hang out with me. I guess i am just to damn annoying i feel sorry for the people i talk to. I watched Tenchi the movie 2 today it was really good. I wish i could feel like i have true friends. Ruthie is great but everyone else just... i dont know i just dont feel as comfortable around them as i do when i am with Joseph or Skyler or any of my other true friends. I hate not knowing people, it is insain i call them friends but i dont really know them that well. Anyway i will stop bitching and suck it up. I wish Nikolie was still here. |
