| My Theory on life keeps changing with time. I was raised in the Church of Jesus Christ of Ladder-Day Saints also known as the mormon church. I escaped that mess of a religion when I was 19. For more info on Momronism (from Ex Mormons perspective) click here. I was 19 lost and confussed. Always having a sixth sense about life I headed straight for witchcraft, commonly called Wicca. As a pagan I grew to love the earth and my goddess like body. I started to get a glimpe of who I was and who I could become. For a little information on what Wicca really is, click here. Something was yet missing! At age 21 I gave my life to Jesus. I gained salvation in the kingdom of Heaven. I learned many many things about my self and my potential to be used by God for His glory. I still believe the Jesus is Lord! However, I am adding to this....kinda making my own path. I pray to Jesus and maintain a relationship with Him, althought not as well as I should be. (What can I say? I am human!) Along with loving Jesus and accepting Him as Lord, I chose to keep and open mind to philiopshy and other religious thoughts. I am naturally drawn to the pagan way of life. I love to go outside barefoot late at night walking in the lawn and feel the earth on my feet. It soothes my soul. I can connect with nature (well most of it, me and bugs dont mix) I also subscribe to the agnostic school of thought. Aside from believing Jesus is Lord, I have no other solid beliefs. That is where my agnostic side comes into play. I believe what the scientists as a whole tell me. After all proof (beyond a shadow of a doubt) is better than faith. However, while reconnecting with my pagan roots, keeping an eye on science and keeping an open mind about the possibility of other truths, I remain a Jesus kid. That may sound lame to you, but me and Jesus go a long way. I started praying to Him without being taught at age 3 and to me that means something, but as far as the Bible goes.....I believe it has some era issues, meaning somethings are out dated ie. women not speaking in churches, slavery and the many other times the Bible has been used for opressing people. I have an open mind and I love to experience and learn about things. So please don't be judgemental of me. Having an open mind for me means playing the fool sometimes while I figure out what the truth of the matter is. |