What could life honestly stand for? I mean everyone walks around everyday not knowing the truth of living. How could a being so full of imagination, thought, and experience not understand what it means to be alive. These questions I am asking are for a very important reason, a reason that most people in today's society take for granted.
Life is a privilege granted to us by some higher and most extrodinary power, that humans can barely understand and commune with. This higher power gave us this right to live a life of freedom, choices, and expression. To deny ourselves of such freedom and life would mean that you would rather live a life of slavery instead of a life of happiness.
Granted that life is a gift given to us by a higher power, what about the spiritual things in life that make us one with everything? What if these gifts did not exist? would we be who we are today or would we end up as computer processing machines like this computer I am typing on right now? These gifts can not be ignored. They must be made aware to the people who posses such powerful gifts.
Many people have certainly tired to show the way to which these gifts could be used. Like all of these people have failed to realize that the certain path to which they discovered their gifts is totally different for someone else. No two pathways are the same, yet knowledge and using the elder's pathways to discovery will help in your exploration of yourself.
Why do some people choose to control others rather than merely help them accomplish a task? This question runs through my head many times a day. Together anything can be done or maintained but those who remain control freaks end up in a lot of discontent, even when they themselves chose not to complete a task on their own. Deeper and deeper do they dig themselves into a hole that has no ladder to get them out. These people tend to believe that they are tha reason anything gets done yet they neither do it themselves nor help others out, they merely tell other people what to do and how it should be done rather than take ownship of the situation. In turn, this attitude is shot down by those who feel that others are being mistreated and abused for another's problem that should be taken care of and completed by that person and no one else.
Again I question the real reason anyone lives in this world. With so much hate and jealousy how can anyone have a good, healthy life. Everywhere you turn there is either someone to use you to better themselves leaving you hopeless and depressed or someone to blame you for the things that they have screwed up for themselves. Life is, I guess, the one thing that will take a life time, if not longer, to fully understand the truth behind suffering and misery. Maybe it is all for the best to help us grow and live more productive lives, yet on the other hand it is this suffering and misery which causes many of us to just give up and end our lives.
I feel, today, as if I am being rushed. Rushed through life and all of nature's experiences I should take time to enjoy. Enjoyment is one thing that i rarely have time for. Work and sleep seem to be my primary functions in my everyday world. Sleeping alone is hard enough to face when work comes as quickly as nineo'clock the following morning. I try to enjoy the moment and live for the now, but it seems to be harder then anything I have ever tried to strive for in my life. It seems pointless and a waste of time. I can't do it anyway, I have no time. I wish I could enjoy life more and stop worrying about tomorrow and the things I must do. I wish I could just enjoy the silence I have each day when the house is empty. I wish I could enjoy time with myself and relax, knowing that nothing else matters. Hopefully these wishes will come true and soon.
I have come to the conclusion that not all of us are the same. Some of us are human and the others are of a higher sense of self. Which ones are which. the answer is sometimes quiet obvious. The human people of our overly large society seem to be not as bright in their form of thinking while the others feel as if they are smarter and wiser. Dealing with common sense that is. Compared to the humans the higher beings are much more intelligent and express an attitude of pridefulness when asked a question from a lower being, a human, especially when the answer should already be known. It always ends up being the wiser one of the two to be at fault, seeing that humans are not at fault at all, only for their own lives, and yet they still place the blame elsewhere. |
