little to say that is different from last week. ball ticket s on sale monday oh nooo oh noooo. still don't really want to go, but still don't really have a choice. famous couples for your interest:
anne-chris
jenny-rhys
gabrielle-russell
addie-anel ;)
claire-chad
luke-random yr 10
rachel-henry
alex-james (mere rumours)
sarish - will she evn go?????
etc etc
things aren't looking to great for me. altho bow going alone has become 100% my choice cos i have been asked. i do howver want a non pressure date. a fun firend that i feel comfortable around and will have a good time with that's all. is that so much to ask for for my YEAR 12 ball? it's kinda important.... and i just want to be fun and carefree. that's all. i don't want to go with someone who i don't like but likes me yknow? cos that creates unnessasary tension when it should just be a casual thing i reckon
so yeah besides the ball - ebverything else seems un important these days. it's like everyone is going crazty and just forgetting about anything here on PLANET EARTH.
it's seriously insane.
and those are my words for the week.
yours,
magda
WEEK ONE
Well here at the start of our last year at school, the kids background provides an ironic glance at life an dwhere we stand...
balh blah blah blah.
so the holidays were pretty good - can't remember where i left u, but i was doing heaps, going out, shopping, movies, of course work, parties etc etc. they were the bast hols i've hgad in ages, that's for sure.
christmas was good and family-based, news years was at my old friend's guilia and sara's house (used to live next door.) and the n we went away on an australian adventure trip, sydney - uluru - queensland. quite exciting really.
came back, anti climax, back to school. one week of it and it already feels like ages n ages n too much homework.
everyone's getting ready for the ball, which has been a point of great irritation to me. the whole idea of the limo, the table setting, the date, the dress, the make up, etc etc etc gets me so tired. i mean seriously - it should be about FUN above all, and a little bit about loooking glamorous and stunning too, i must admit. but still at times you sit back and think, this is all so snobbish and pretentious - what's the point of it? it gets lost in all the rubbish talk. for a part of this week i didn't really want to go at all, but i got through it. i've realised that really, it's what u make of it, and it's up to you to make it good. stuff the limo though - i'm catching the train. you've gotta make a stand somehow! poor anne though, she dreams of nothing worse then that... glamour queen! ;) coming through my anti ball stage i've realised everyone should go, just for the memories anyway. that applies to YOU = sasha, david and jenny!!!!
also this week wa the arrival of annoying youger sublings at MLSHS> jenny's brother david (so cute!! could be ron in h.p!) and looks a lot like his dad ;) the comment of "who's steve?" did make me laugh tho... :D and also my sister... ugh. ;) it's so bizarre.
of course - also worth mentioning was the PJ HARVEY concert on mon night - so brilliant, like with my null expectatiosn - the night was great and i luv her even more since then!! she was seriously great on stage, but the tense perth voncert hall atmosphere did get to me, i just wanted to get up and dance and sing and stuff. :)
anyway, that's basically the week for now, more of course, but can i be stuffed? NO.
see you all soon,... one day...
for now, let this quote from SeaChange keep ou going re: the ball:
"There is no worse feeling then turing up alone... they say that you can feel every eye in the room on you, watching you, and it's like being in one of those gravatrone machines at the show, where you're spinning around and around and you're pressed against the walls, feeling sick not able to move, just waiting for it all to end..."
hmmm... nice... and a wog boy quote too, to dilute it:
"Right, one chicken-hawian pizza, no chicken, no pineapple."
;)
bye,
all my love,
magdalena xoxo