Phoenix Rises
EntreriRose
Nothingness. Sheer, nauseating darkness blankets the world in an oppressive,
never-ending night. No sound is able to penetrate the black, cannot make audible the
anguished cries of the poor souls lost in the sea of pitch. All sense, all feel, all desire
cease to exist.
What I assume to be my hand brushes against my face in a vain effort to push
back my desiccated, matted hair. It had been beautiful once, its silken soft length dancing
on the wind. Now it is merely another dead thing, a shriveled husk of what once had
been in this dense, paralyzed world. Tossing it from my eyes, whose inner light had long
since flown, did little to aid me in my blind plight. I tried futilely to view the earth beneath
my feet, to strain my sight on an image that could not be seen. The stench of decay fills
the stagnant air, causes hot bile to rise in my constricted throat.
Madness creep in closer, stalking the exhausted, lifeless mind. Were there any
emotion remaining in my marble heart I would weep from the dizzying torture of it all.
But all water becomes waste and my eyes are left as barren plains of dust.
Lo! What light is this which so suddenly illuminates this globe of black; a scorching
fire to purge the dark from the world? From my soul? What scourge has the heavens
now loosed upon this dying land, to plunge it further into the abysses? Some figure, cruel
and radiant, with regal bearing and cloak of flames. An agent of that final death for
which I have so long yearned!
I could cry out, would that the muscle of my voice had strength, to win the
attention of this terrible celestial being. No need. I am the focus of his crimson sights; his
fiery strides close the inky gap between. Drawing near, the mists cleared from my
distorted vision. Not a fiend nor a ghastly creature whose talons lash out to tear my
flesh, but a fair seraph of the highest choir whose very presence was music.
Pure obsidian strands spilled from his crown, cascading gently about a smooth
alabaster face encrusted with two flashing dusky jewels. Might sat in his arms, wisdom on
his brow and salvation in his gaze. Feather soft lips extended toward my own, a powerful
magnet of flame.
His kiss was benediction; it seized my heart and impassioned its dormant desire.
The electric caress imbued me with the inferno of life, crashed over my broken spirit like
a tide to efface my sinful oblivion. Ardent blaze engulfed my being, lifted my shattered
body from the vanished ground. Upwards, into the blinding light of my angelic savior. All
torment, all pain, incinerated to faint, smokey wisps of a dream.
Bliss . . . new life in the arms of that entrancing keeper, a freedom never to be
described. Enlightenment never to be spoken.