To you my love I speak,
As we open
Our hearts deep...
With gashes of swords
And words that sooth
As if I could hold you
With just a word
But in delusion, escaping,defying ...
Don't sit,
Don't be cold,
Hold my hand and talk to me,
Labyrinth of thoughts,
Canals of dreams,
Paddle though all,
Live again...
Through soft song and soft touch,
A heaviness like lead,
Fall away, but not too far,
Fall, but wake up.
Astral flight the cell gone,
Unbound freedom,
For what you long...
--last year or the year before. summer/fall
There have been so many days,
So many smiles
hopes and dreams,
I sang your songs,
And dreamed those dreams,
Too silly to dream..
All the while feeling my way blindly through,
Through the happiness I seemed to get,
And even though I couldn't see that smile,
I always assumed it was there for me,
And though I couldn't feel your pain,
I cradeled it in my arms.
Too far gone...
Forever now,
And forever will be
Nothing on,
But the memories....
-fin-
Today might have ben the day
But it's already been erased
I've seen you think before
And it's all just a haze
What have you been doing
And why has it been so vague
Why has this been going on?
What are you trying to say?
Seven times in forty years
\Maybe it makes no sense
But I will hope and wish in fear
Maybe you will someday know
I'll just wait sprawled on my floor
And if you want to open the door
Please knock cause I might be sleeping
Who knows what secrets my walls are keeping?!
Shift until you're comfortable
And maybe I'll help you
Slide up across behind the table
Maybe I'll still love you
Stay merry,and don't forget,
Forget me wait and see,
Try to regret your empathy!!
Love in and out
Don't forge it without a sword
Love out and in ,
And don't leave without your dreams.
--october 2001
Bandages on my head.
Shaken up and disalusioned,
Car crash to reality.
Live the life of l ove and hate,
Save me now,
It's not too late,
Bring me,
outta my coma...
pen, pen my eyes,
To see you in the light,
To breath in new life,
To love once again
Bring me outta my eternal dream,
there is more than it seems
You're more than you seem,
LIke a live wire on my spine,
As if you've see into my brain all this time,
Broken kelidascope of emotions,
Whispered as tears of the ocean,
Take my hand walk me to the edge of my forever,
Oh my love, my love....
Shining eyes forever, grasping my every thought,
Angel of infinity, my heaart you saught.
Like the dove with wings so white,
Fly above in distance skies
Watch my life through a looking glass,
Wake me up from my coma,
Words tumble from your mouth,
Words I thought you'd never speak..
Smile the sun will pale to you,
Dancing rays of one so true,
I love the way you smile at me,
The smile I thought I'd never see
Take my hand, Twirl me,
Dance me like a ribbon,
Smile at me , reassure me,
Take me into heaven...
-- hmm, about 2 years ago
Cause no one had just one,
I wonder what you're feeling,
Lying there in the sun,
Do you see me thinkging ,
All across the room?
Is a glance sharing,
What's tucked away from doom?
Do people really dream,
Of a fantasy life like me?
Are you my precious
Diamond in hiding?
Mirrors catch my breath,
As thoughts of you flicker through my head,
Imagigary world,
My brain said,
\
But maybe, I hope I think, you might see me too
-- GRADE 9 !!!! ( loooooong ago !! *lol*