I brough the tall glass mix of smirnoff vodka, clamatto juice, salt, pepper and celery salt rim to my lips and took a fairly large sip and slapped the arm of the person who sat beside me in hysterical laughter...! He as well laughed pretty loud and elbowed me playfully in the ribs before pointing at the teleivision screen.

After placing my drink on the coffee table by our feet... I held my hand to my stomach from the laughing, my breathing was becoming short from the constant giggling and tears began to leak from my eyes ..! He closed his eyes and slapped his hand against his leg and then we both stoppe. Pretty suddenly. We turn to one another and try to hold back the laughter.

Madison: Why do we find this extremely funny?

Man: Maybe because we are half smashed?

We both burst out in lauhgter once again.. I stood up.. walking shakily and quite tanked over to the television and DVD player.. I grabbed a disc that read "Promotions for Christmas Carnage" and I popped it into the DVD player.. my drink in hand... a smoke in the other... completely forgetting there were children in the house, due to the fact that my little sister was watching them...

Mad Dison: I'm Mad Dison oh Mad Dison,
Somebody quick, I need a real medicine!
But no wait a minute, I'm not screwed in in the brain and I'm still decent.
At least I can act well and show my partner I'm real innocent!

I'm so afraid to be split into half.
Every time I look into the mirror, there's two me and I so want to laugh!
So scared I was that I plunged for a bath,
But there's always somebody called Rocker who stands in my path.

What to do, oh what to do?
I can't get rid of Rocker and he's making me look like a fool!
I know! I can create more trouble and make it brew;
After all, I'm the best at playing mind games but how? Rocker can play it too!

For now there's only one path and it shows so clear;
Rocker's better than me and I'm shivering in fear!
Christmas Carnage is already so damn bloody near,
There's nothing I can do ... Not in a million years!

He grabed my arm and shook me laughing. I turned to him with the same laughter.

Madison: Now that is halarious..! You did a good job my friend.

Hard Rocker looked back at the television and grabbed his beer from the table.. and tok a gulp.

Hard Rocker: I have to say, we put out a great match!

I nodded my head.. I puffed more on my cigarette and then ashed it in the ashtray before leaning back once again.

Madison: Yeah and we both walked out winners!

He flashed a smile my way, and you could hear the pitter patter of two tiny feet heading their way in to the living room.. and I automatically freaked.. and began to butt the cigarette out in the ashtray... my son, Aiden, sniffed the air and gave a putrid look before grabbing on to Rocker's arm and shaking it trying to show him the toy.

Shortly after Aiden... came out Brooke. Her jet black hair up in pigtails, extremely curly and wavy.. she had a bright smile and dark loud blue eyes. She came in to the living room with a doll in one hand and stood there for a moment.. she went to say something when a crash was heard.. Rocker quickly swept the kids between his legs, almost like an automatic instinct and I stood up ready to grab the phone..

But it was only Sean.. he threw the door open like he himself had been drinking. But to our "suprise" he had iPod earphones plugged in his eyes and he can him swinging his hips like elvis walking bull legged..

Sean: I'mmmaaaa SMOOOOOTHH OPERRRATTOORR!

He paused placed his hands close to his eyes leaning his head back.. and Rocker and I just stared at him..!

Sean: OOOOooOOOoo I'ma.. I'ma... SMoooooooOoOooOoOooOthhh... OooooooperATOOOORRRR!

Me and Rocker burst out in laughter once again.., like laughing gas had leaked in to the house and Sean came to a halt.. turned his head to the family room with wide eyes and stood up straight quickly and popped the earphones out of his ear...!

Sean: Umm.. I deed nussin'

And he ran up the stairs like an embarrassed school girl.. I giggled and walked past the couch.. Brooke had grabbed Hard Rocker's hand and tried to pull him to his feet.

Brooke: Come Uncle Rocker.. I have something to show you!

I smiled back at my daughter before heading up the stairs after Sean.. Brooke managing to drag "Uncle Rocker" to her bedroom. I walked around the banister and headed to the bedroom with a smile on my face.. Sean had stripped down to boxer briefs and a gray wife beater.. I bit my lip.. looking at his small waist and his tiny tushy.. I slowly walked up behind him as he was turning off the iPod and I slid my hands across his sides and up wife beater over his stomach to his chest... and kissed his shoulder.

Madison: So did you have a good jog baby?

Sean: Jog?...I just went down and had dinner at Denny's and tried to get back before you'd notice anything. Naw, my jog was good baby. I'm thinkin' 'bout takin' Angel with me tomorrow so she can lose a bit of weight too.

Madison: Oh ya?

Sean: Yeah!

I look up at Sean with innocent eyes and I kiss his shoulder again and then kiss his neck before whispering in his ear.

Madison: I was hoping you were needing a shower..!

Sean turns around still in my arms and smiles at me.

Sean: Oh!...Now that you mention it...I DO need shower!

Now facing me, I touch my fingers to his chest and tap lighty.

Madison: Before we have a shower..

I wink at him and he smiles back at me and plants a soft kiss to my lips before nodding his head.

Madison: How come you asked for the week off?

Sean: I, uh...have some important matters that I have to attend to.

Sean looks a bit uncomfortable being questioned...I quickly react with parting my arms from him.. and giving him a quisical look.

Madison: What's going on?

Sean's face went from content to angry...

Sean: What's wrong?...What's wrong?...Ya ex-boyfriend stuck his nose in my business and I mean to get some payback by any means necessary...

I kind of pushed away from Sean... and folded my arms under my bust line and backed away .. heading towards the window...! For some reason I felt scolded and my attention went back to the night that Diehard layed a hard hook to Sean's face... before getting up in mine...in the octagon.. and I felt a little bit of anxiety hit me..

Madison: That's not my fault!

Sean: ...I didn't say it was your fault...but back in the day I stopped him from bringing harm to you...and at Christmas Carnage you just watched him have his way with me...

I turned around.. my blood was now boiling as I got angry with Sean.

Madison: WATCHED HIM GET HIS WAY WITH YOU..? Are ya freakin' blind Sean.. we were facing one another.. and he pulled you back and punched you... how in the bloody hell was that me watching..?

Sean: I didn't see you try to stop him or doing anything after he had hit me...I would have rather hit the ground and you beat the hell out of him then be caught and you just stand there and do nothing. This is the first time you even talked about what happened...every time I've brought it up you go quiet and won't talk...

I roll my eyes..

Madison: That's smooth Sean real smooth!.. Okay.. next time I don't know something is going to happen.. I will prevent whatever it is from happening! God Sean you can be so god damned thick headed. You act as if I know everything freakin' action he makes.. I am not psychic...  You know just as well as I do.. that was not the god damn place and time for it.

Sean: You're right...but if that was his idea of tryna get a match with me...he can forget it. I've beaten him when it counts and when it doesn't. And I'm not gonna let Sassy screw me again after the last time I face Die Hard. Yeah...I beat him and she handed him the World title...sorry, but if he wants to face me he'll have to wait till Hell freezes over...

I went quiet.. Sean would acuse me of being typical at this moment.. but my blood was still boiling and I was trying to breath slowly as I blanky stared out the window.

Sean: Oh yeah...I spoke with Duke Diamond...you should remember that name. He's getting people together for a One Night Stand...I agreed and already have an opponent lined up. Do you want part in one of the biggest events of the year?

It was funny how he could just quickly change subjects and act as if nothing had happened.. I still stared out the window.. and mumbled.

Madison: Yeah sign me up!

Sean: Too late...the match has been signed...Madison Divera and Die Hard will face Sean Homes and 009...

There comes a time in which certain times calls for drastic measures.. but I gave up with arguing with him and my blood got thick as it boiled.

Madison: No.. it will be Diehard against Sean Homes and 009!

Sean: It was only a joke to try and lighten the mood because I don't want to argue. It doesn't help anything, but ya know what...it's aight. I gotta give Rocker a ride home.

Sean puts on a long sleeve Sean John shirt and pulls on some black Dickies... I looked back at him, not any more angry, not any more happy..

Madison: He's in Brooke's room.

Sean: I know...I'll be back later...much later. Don't bother waiting up, as I'm in no mood to argue and that's all we're going to do because when it comes to the past poking into the present...we'll never see eye to eye...especially since you still love the man...and don't deny it...I can see it in your eyes every time he's mentioned...

Sean leaves the room...! I heard him walk down the stairs in a rush and some voices...! It was obvious Sean was talking to Rocker. I opened the door to the veranda and I stepped out.. leaving the door open.. I looked down at the ground and watched Sean and Rocker step in to his car.. and they drove.. off..!

I couldn't hold it in any longer.. and a single tear.. fell from my chin and hit the pave sidewalk. I suprised myself with being calm... after I saw his car leave my sight.. I wiped the tear line from my cheek and headed back in to the bedroom..! My hands began to shake.. as I knelt down in front of my night stand and pulled open the drawer!

There was a gun... a lighter, a few packs of cigarette's, lip balm, a package of condoms, and a few pill bottles. I reached in and pulled out the fully loaded gun, lost in my transition from being happy, to angry, to being completely depressed I cocked the gun before examining it over.

Adena: Just do it..

Madison: Why..?

Adena: He doesn't love you and he just proved it tonight..!

Madison: Leave me alone..!

Adena: I can't.. You are me Madison..

Madison: No I am not..

I stood up... with the gun dangling from my finger tips and I saw myself only a mere few feet from the 6 foot mirror staring at myself.

Adena: You mean nothing to him. You are a piece to his plot and he will keep using you until you are worthless.. then he will throw you to the side like yesterday's newspaper. You will no longer be needed and you will no longer have a life left..! Just face the facts Madison.. your garbage..!

Tears streaked my soft brown cheeks and I pulled the gun to shooting position. And the woman in the mirror laughed.

Adena: You really think that is going to do any good? You think that will make all your problems go away..! Do you lack brain cells Madison.. do I have to point it out to you.. maybe even spell it.. get out now while you still have some of your sanity left.... leave him and safe yourself from a lifetime of hurt and agony..!

My hand shook.. holind the gun in my hand.. my viens began to pop out of my hands.

Adena: You are accomplishing nothing by doing this Madison and you will soon realize that your life was not meant to be. Sean is going to hurt you.. worse than you would ever hurt youself.. he is right.. you don't love him...! You are no better faker than you are a nice little girl.. look me in the eyes and tell me you love him without hesitation..

I got closer to the mirror and pulled the trigger slightly.

Madison: I love him.. and there is nothing you can do about it..

I pulled the trigger and the mirror shaddered before my feet..! The woman in the mirror had now loudly cackled in my bedroom before fading away and I fell to my knees with the gun in hand the tears leaking out more than ever.

I wasn't lying there long when my sister ran up the stairs in a panic.. he darted in to my bedroom and sighed with relief when she saw me without blood on the floor.. but saw the mirror shaddered..

Kayla: Maddie.. you..?

.. I got up.. looked at my sister with tear soaked cheeks and tossed the gun back in the end table drawer and slamed it shut.

Madison: I'm fine Kayla.. !

Kayla looked at me suspiciously and left the room.. she didn't want to press me. She knew the look in my eyes.. and never again did she want to be on the recieving end... I pulled back my hair and leaned against the headboard.

Madison: DTP.... who the hell is this DTP? Who the hell is Sassy to put us up against a pair of rookies... me and Hard Rocker against a couple of want-to-be wrestlers. This is just sad.. plain sad... what does DTP stand for anyways..?

I pull out the piece of paper in my pocker and unfold it.

Madison: Disturbing the peace..? (I laughed) Now that is more funny than the little song and dance that woman gave in Hard Rocker's littlr promo last week. If you haven't noticed ...! Tyrod Banks and Rayshon Marshall... that this place is not peacefull..! UWF is far from being that and you will find out very soon enough with your own taste of Section 8.

If you think you are getting a treat with facing the two of us, you have anothing thing coming because these are two people in UWF that you would not want to face.. but too bad for you! You're stuck with us anyways.! You're stuck facing the best that UWF has to offer and to be honest.. the best that UWF has to offer is the best that the world has to offer to the efed world..

Go ahead and say you think we think we are a gift to the wrestling kind..! Newsflash.. we are. You could never amount up to us or anything we can do.

I smirk slightly.

Madison: I don't care if I don't know who you are.. all I care about is that you are in my territory.. you just walked in to no man's land and pretty much volenteered your life. You basically just begged for career suicide.

If you want to know exactly what I a mean, look at mine and Rocker's resume and right there will show you that we are the cream of the crop of this coperation and you cannot stop us.. you cannot stop me, you cannot stop Rocker and you most certainly cannot stop Section 8.. hell you can't even stop yourself.. that is.. from screaming bloody murder after we have our way with you two in the ring at Madness.

I sigh.. and pull myself up on the bed.

Madison: Take a look at last weeks match .. and tell me you don't have a serious problem on your hand.. look at what me and Rocker can do in the ring and tell me that you can top something that is way out of your league.. and to be honest.. that was nothing compared to our true potential..! Grip reality and throw in the towel.. before you die your first night on the job.

The phone began to rang..! I looked at the time... and then grabbed the phone from the reciever and instantly got a bad gut feeling..

Madison: Hello..?

Female Voice: Mom..?

I checked the calendar.. it couldn't be Audrey because the head administer only let's them call home on Monday's and Friday's due to long distant costs.

Madison: Who is this..?

Female Voice: It... It's.. Audrey..!

Madison: Audrey.. what's wrong..? You sound scared..

I heard her screech and then I heard hard deep breathing over the phone. Something was very wrong.

Madison: Who is this.. what are you doing to my daughter....... .... ANSWER ME! WHO ARE YOU?

The man's breathing got heavier...!

Madison: LEAVE MY DAUGHTER ALONE....!!

The man began to laugh hysterically on the phone before hanging up on me..! My nerves began to twist and my stomach clenched... I began to panic.. as I dialed Sean's cell phone...

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