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I
brough the tall glass mix of smirnoff vodka, clamatto juice, salt,
pepper and celery salt rim to my lips and took a fairly large sip and
slapped the arm of the person who sat beside me in hysterical
laughter...! He as well laughed pretty loud and elbowed me playfully in
the ribs before pointing at the teleivision screen.
After placing my drink on the coffee table by our feet... I held my
hand to my stomach from the laughing, my breathing was becoming short
from the constant giggling and tears began to leak from my eyes ..! He
closed his eyes and slapped his hand against his leg and then we both
stoppe. Pretty suddenly. We turn to one another and try to hold back
the laughter.
Madison: Why do we
find this extremely funny?
Man: Maybe because
we are half smashed?
We both burst out in lauhgter once again.. I stood up.. walking shakily
and quite tanked over to the television and DVD player.. I grabbed a
disc that read "Promotions for Christmas Carnage" and I popped it into
the DVD player.. my drink in hand... a smoke in the other... completely
forgetting there were children in the house, due to the fact that my
little sister was watching them...
Mad Dison: I'm
Mad Dison oh Mad Dison,
Somebody quick, I need a real medicine!
But no wait a minute, I'm not screwed in in the brain and I'm still
decent.
At least I can act well and show my partner I'm real innocent!
I'm so afraid to be split into half.
Every time I look into the mirror, there's two me and I so want to
laugh!
So scared I was that I plunged for a bath,
But there's always somebody called Rocker who stands in my path.
What to do, oh what to do?
I can't get rid of Rocker and he's making me look like a fool!
I know! I can create more trouble and make it brew;
After all, I'm the best at playing mind games but how? Rocker can play
it too!
For now there's only one path and it shows so clear;
Rocker's better than me and I'm shivering in fear!
Christmas Carnage is already so damn bloody near,
There's nothing I can do ... Not in a million years!
He grabed my arm
and shook me laughing. I turned to him with the same laughter.
Madison: Now that
is halarious..! You did a good job my friend.
Hard Rocker looked
back at the television and grabbed his beer from the table.. and tok a
gulp.
Hard Rocker: I
have to say, we put out a great match!
I nodded my head..
I puffed more on my cigarette and then ashed it in the ashtray before
leaning back once again.
Madison: Yeah and
we both walked out winners!
He flashed a smile my way, and you could hear the pitter patter of two
tiny feet heading their way in to the living room.. and I automatically
freaked.. and began to butt the cigarette out in the ashtray... my son,
Aiden, sniffed the air and gave a putrid look before grabbing on to
Rocker's arm and shaking it trying to show him the toy.
Shortly after Aiden... came out Brooke. Her jet black hair up in
pigtails, extremely curly and wavy.. she had a bright smile and dark
loud blue eyes. She came in to the living room with a doll in one hand
and stood there for a moment.. she went to say something when a crash
was heard.. Rocker quickly swept the kids between his legs, almost like
an automatic instinct and I stood up ready to grab the phone..
But it was only Sean.. he threw the door open like he himself had been
drinking. But to our "suprise" he had iPod earphones plugged in his
eyes and he can him swinging his hips like elvis walking bull legged..
Sean: I'mmmaaaa
SMOOOOOTHH OPERRRATTOORR!
He paused placed his hands close to his eyes leaning his head back..
and Rocker and I just stared at him..!
Sean: OOOOooOOOoo
I'ma.. I'ma... SMoooooooOoOooOoOooOthhh... OooooooperATOOOORRRR!
Me and Rocker burst out in laughter once again.., like laughing gas had
leaked in to the house and Sean came to a halt.. turned his head to the
family room with wide eyes and stood up straight quickly and popped the
earphones out of his ear...!
Sean: Umm.. I deed
nussin'
And he ran up the stairs like an embarrassed school girl.. I giggled
and walked past the couch.. Brooke had grabbed Hard Rocker's hand and
tried to pull him to his feet.
Brooke: Come Uncle
Rocker.. I have something to show you!
I smiled back at my daughter before heading up the stairs after Sean..
Brooke managing to drag "Uncle Rocker" to her bedroom. I walked around
the banister and headed to the bedroom with a smile on my face.. Sean
had stripped down to boxer briefs and a gray wife beater.. I bit my
lip.. looking at his small waist and his tiny tushy.. I slowly walked
up behind him as he was turning off the iPod and I slid my hands across
his sides and up wife beater over his stomach to his chest... and
kissed his shoulder.
Madison: So did you
have a good jog baby?
Sean: Jog?...I just
went down and had dinner at Denny's and tried to get back before you'd
notice anything. Naw, my jog was good baby. I'm thinkin' 'bout takin'
Angel with me tomorrow so she can lose a bit of weight too.
Madison: Oh ya?
Sean: Yeah!
I look up at Sean with innocent eyes and I kiss his shoulder again and
then kiss his neck before whispering in his ear.
Madison: I was
hoping you were needing a shower..!
Sean turns around still in my arms and smiles at me.
Sean: Oh!...Now that
you mention it...I DO need shower!
Now facing me, I touch my fingers to his chest and tap lighty.
Madison: Before we
have a shower..
I wink at him and he smiles back at me and plants a soft kiss to my
lips before nodding his head.
Madison: How come
you asked for the week off?
Sean: I, uh...have
some important matters that I have to attend to.
Sean looks a bit uncomfortable being questioned...I quickly react with
parting my arms from him.. and giving him a quisical look.
Madison: What's
going on?
Sean's face went from content to angry...
Sean: What's
wrong?...What's wrong?...Ya ex-boyfriend stuck his nose in my business
and I mean to get some payback by any means necessary...
I kind of pushed away from Sean... and folded my arms under my bust
line and backed away .. heading towards the window...! For some reason
I felt scolded and my attention went back to the night that Diehard
layed a hard hook to Sean's face... before getting up in mine...in the
octagon.. and I felt a little bit of anxiety hit me..
Madison: That's not
my fault!
Sean: ...I didn't
say it was your fault...but back in the day I stopped him from bringing
harm to you...and at Christmas Carnage you just watched him have his
way with me...
I turned around.. my blood was now boiling as I got angry with Sean.
Madison: WATCHED
HIM GET HIS WAY WITH YOU..? Are ya freakin' blind Sean.. we were facing
one another.. and he pulled you back and punched you... how in the
bloody hell was that me watching..?
Sean: I didn't see
you try to stop him or doing anything after he had hit me...I would
have rather hit the ground and you beat the hell out of him then be
caught and you just stand there and do nothing. This is the first time
you even talked about what happened...every time I've brought it up you
go quiet and won't talk...
I roll my eyes..
Madison: That's
smooth Sean real smooth!.. Okay.. next time I don't know something is
going to happen.. I will prevent whatever it is from happening! God
Sean you can be so god damned thick headed. You act as if I know
everything freakin' action he makes.. I am not psychic... You
know just as well as I do.. that was not the god damn place and time
for it.
Sean: You're
right...but if that was his idea of tryna get a match with me...he can
forget it. I've beaten him when it counts and when it doesn't. And I'm
not gonna let Sassy screw me again after the last time I face Die Hard.
Yeah...I beat him and she handed him the World title...sorry, but if he
wants to face me he'll have to wait till Hell freezes over...
I went quiet.. Sean would acuse me of being typical at this moment..
but my blood was still boiling and I was trying to breath slowly as I
blanky stared out the window.
Sean: Oh yeah...I
spoke with Duke Diamond...you should remember that name. He's getting
people together for a One Night Stand...I agreed and already have an
opponent lined up. Do you want part in one of the biggest events of the
year?
It was funny how he could just quickly change subjects and act as if
nothing had happened.. I still stared out the window.. and mumbled.
Madison: Yeah sign
me up!
Sean: Too late...the
match has been signed...Madison Divera and Die Hard will face Sean
Homes and 009...
There comes a time in which certain times calls for drastic measures..
but I gave up with arguing with him and my blood got thick as it boiled.
Madison: No.. it
will be Diehard against Sean Homes and 009!
Sean: It was only a
joke to try and lighten the mood because I don't want to argue. It
doesn't help anything, but ya know what...it's aight. I gotta give
Rocker a ride home.
Sean puts on a long sleeve Sean John shirt and pulls on some black
Dickies... I looked back at him, not any more angry, not any more
happy..
Madison: He's in
Brooke's room.
Sean: I know...I'll
be back later...much later. Don't bother waiting up, as I'm in no mood
to argue and that's all we're going to do because when it comes to the
past poking into the present...we'll never see eye to eye...especially
since you still love the man...and don't deny it...I can see it in your
eyes every time he's mentioned...
Sean leaves the room...! I heard him walk down the stairs in a rush and
some voices...! It was obvious Sean was talking to Rocker. I opened the
door to the veranda and I stepped out.. leaving the door open.. I
looked down at the ground and watched Sean and Rocker step in to his
car.. and they drove.. off..!
I couldn't hold it in any longer.. and a single tear.. fell from my
chin and hit the pave sidewalk. I suprised myself with being calm...
after I saw his car leave my sight.. I wiped the tear line from my
cheek and headed back in to the bedroom..! My hands began to shake.. as
I knelt down in front of my night stand and pulled open the drawer!
There was a gun... a lighter, a few packs of cigarette's, lip balm, a
package of condoms, and a few pill bottles. I reached in and pulled out
the fully loaded gun, lost in my transition from being happy, to angry,
to being completely depressed I cocked the gun before examining it over.
Adena: Just do
it..
Madison: Why..?
Adena: He doesn't
love you and he just proved it tonight..!
Madison: Leave me
alone..!
Adena: I can't..
You are me Madison..
Madison: No I am
not..
I stood up... with the gun dangling from my finger tips and I saw
myself only a mere few feet from the 6 foot mirror staring at myself.
Adena: You mean
nothing to him. You are a piece to his plot and he will keep using you
until you are worthless.. then he will throw you to the side like
yesterday's newspaper. You will no longer be needed and you will no
longer have a life left..! Just face the facts Madison.. your garbage..!
Tears streaked my soft brown cheeks and I pulled the gun to shooting
position. And the woman in the mirror laughed.
Adena: You really
think that is going to do any good? You think that will make all your
problems go away..! Do you lack brain cells Madison.. do I have to
point it out to you.. maybe even spell it.. get out now while you still
have some of your sanity left.... leave him and safe yourself from a
lifetime of hurt and agony..!
My hand shook.. holind the gun in my hand.. my viens began to pop out
of my hands.
Adena: You are
accomplishing nothing by doing this Madison and you will soon realize
that your life was not meant to be. Sean is going to hurt you.. worse
than you would ever hurt youself.. he is right.. you don't love him...!
You are no better faker than you are a nice little girl.. look me in
the eyes and tell me you love him without hesitation..
I got closer to the mirror and pulled the trigger slightly.
Madison: I love
him.. and there is nothing you can do about it..
I pulled the trigger and the mirror shaddered before my feet..! The
woman in the mirror had now loudly cackled in my bedroom before fading
away and I fell to my knees with the gun in hand the tears leaking out
more than ever.
I wasn't lying there long when my sister ran up the stairs in a panic..
he darted in to my bedroom and sighed with relief when she saw me
without blood on the floor.. but saw the mirror shaddered..
Kayla: Maddie.. you..?
.. I got up.. looked at my sister with tear soaked cheeks and tossed
the gun back in the end table drawer and slamed it shut.
Madison: I'm fine
Kayla.. !
Kayla looked at me suspiciously and left the room.. she didn't want to
press me. She knew the look in my eyes.. and never again did she want
to be on the recieving end... I pulled back my hair and leaned against
the headboard.
Madison: DTP....
who the hell is this DTP? Who the hell is Sassy to put us up against a
pair of rookies... me and Hard Rocker against a couple of want-to-be
wrestlers. This is just sad.. plain sad... what does DTP stand for
anyways..?
I pull out the piece of paper in my pocker and unfold it.
Madison: Disturbing
the peace..? (I laughed) Now that is more funny than the little song
and dance that woman gave in Hard Rocker's littlr promo last week. If
you haven't noticed ...! Tyrod Banks and Rayshon Marshall... that this
place is not peacefull..! UWF is far from being that and you will find
out very soon enough with your own taste of Section 8.
If you think you
are getting a treat with facing the two of us, you have anothing thing
coming because these are two people in UWF that you would not want to
face.. but too bad for you! You're stuck with us anyways.! You're stuck
facing the best that UWF has to offer and to be honest.. the best that
UWF has to offer is the best that the world has to offer to the efed
world..
Go ahead and say
you think we think we are a gift to the wrestling kind..! Newsflash..
we are. You could never amount up to us or anything we can do.
I smirk slightly.
Madison: I don't
care if I don't know who you are.. all I care about is that you are in
my territory.. you just walked in to no man's land and pretty much
volenteered your life. You basically just begged for career suicide.
If you want to know
exactly what I a mean, look at mine and Rocker's resume and right there
will show you that we are the cream of the crop of this coperation and
you cannot stop us.. you cannot stop me, you cannot stop Rocker and you
most certainly cannot stop Section 8.. hell you can't even stop
yourself.. that is.. from screaming bloody murder after we have our way
with you two in the ring at Madness.
I sigh.. and pull myself up on the bed.
Madison: Take a
look at last weeks match .. and tell me you don't have a serious
problem on your hand.. look at what me and Rocker can do in the ring
and tell me that you can top something that is way out of your league..
and to be honest.. that was nothing compared to our true potential..!
Grip reality and throw in the towel.. before you die your first night
on the job.
The phone began to rang..! I looked at the time... and then grabbed the
phone from the reciever and instantly got a bad gut feeling..
Madison: Hello..?
Female Voice:
Mom..?
I checked the calendar.. it couldn't be Audrey because the head
administer only let's them call home on Monday's and Friday's due to
long distant costs.
Madison: Who is
this..?
Female Voice:
It... It's.. Audrey..!
Madison: Audrey..
what's wrong..? You sound scared..
I heard her screech and then I heard hard deep breathing over the
phone. Something was very wrong.
Madison: Who is
this.. what are you doing to my daughter....... .... ANSWER ME! WHO ARE
YOU?
The man's breathing got heavier...!
Madison: LEAVE MY
DAUGHTER ALONE....!!
The man began to laugh hysterically on the phone before hanging up on
me..! My nerves began to twist and my stomach clenched... I began to
panic.. as I dialed Sean's cell phone...
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