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Pulling
the keys from the
ignition, I lift myself from the driver's seat with a distant look in
my eyes. Opening the car door I step out of my Pink Furari and take a
glance around the city block before walking over to the other side of
the car. I couldn't believe my life was spinning in circles and I was,
no correction.. am falling apart at the seams. Pulling my wallet out of
my pocket, I observe it for money and then slip it back into my back
pocket.
I could hear a shuffle of a foot against the pavement but when I look behind me into the dark night I saw nobody. The sound although I could not see where it came from, had echoed from the alley way across the street. The dark figure peaked out of the shadows and watched me enter the bar hanging my head. The figure took ever initiative to follow me in to the bar. Unzipping their coat, they hang it on the rack beside the door and heads to the bar counter where I sat. Madison: "MGD!" Bartender Duc: "Are you Madison Divera?" He poked his head from the glass he was shining dry and I lifted my head to glance at him. The look on my face had been very cold and he coninuted to await an answer as a cigarette poped in to my mouth. Flashing his zippo from his pocket he lights my cigarette for me. I inhale a large first drag and nod my head to him. Madison: "Yes, how could you tell?" There was a huge amount of sarcasm in my voice and he smirks. He grabs another MGD from behind the table and pours it into a mug and slides it across the bar to Madison. Bartender Duc: "Because this beer is from the man who sitting directly behind you.." Turning my head fromo ashing my cigarette, I look at the shadowed man sitting behind me alone. I roll my eyes and turn back around to look at the beer. Ignoring the gesture I inhale another drag from the cigarette and fnish off the beer that I had already started. He pushed his chair back, standing up, he headed over to the bar stool beside me and extended his own invitation to sit beside me. Madison: "Seat is taken buddy.." Man: "Doesn't look like it to me!" I shot a cold stare at the middle aged man who sat beside me. Madison: "Well it is, now bugger off!" He
chuckles a tad, my cold stare remains as I think "this guy had a lot of
guts"! He signaled the bartender over, ordering his own beer, of the same kind. It intrigued me that he drank the same beer. But who he was, was beyond my imgination, and what did he want with me? Man: "The name is Tyson!" Shrugging my shoulders I turn back to the ashtray and puff on my cigarette. Madison: "And why does that mean anything to me?" Tyson: "Nice to meet you too Madison.." I shot my head directly his way and raise an eyerbow. Tyson: "Pissed off are we?" Madison: "Try annoyed.." It was a hint to him, and he got the hint but he kept egging me on. Tyson: "It's all over television.." Shaking my head I take a drink of the beer the man had bought me. Madison: "And what exactly would that be?" He smirked and took a gulp of his own drink. Tyson: "The uncovered mystery of your half sister Liana Lewis.." Okay he drew the last straw. I kicked back my stool, and it fell down to behind me to the floor. Clearly engrade, I grabbed the man by the throat of his collar and clenched it tightly. Madison: "You make one swift comment on her being my little sister and you will regret it..!" The mans smile somewhat faded from his face but grew bigger again and he nodded his head. I took in a deep breath and let go of the man's collar and lifted my stool again. Tyson: "Protective?" Was I? Did I actually just jump up to protect my sister from vulgar insults or was it because of the fact that I hated that she was my sister. The man looks over at me but his eyes wander to the picture on the table. I had ignored his comment and looked down at the picture and sighed... I pick it up and place it in my back pocket not knowing what to think. Madison: "What does it matter, she hates me anyways. What is it to you?" He stood up from his stool and extended a hand for me to shake. Suspicious of his behavoir I look at him before even thinking of shaking his hand. Tyson: "The name is Tyson Lewis.. Madison!" My heart stopped. My eyes went wide and I dropped my cigarette to the floor. I stood up from the bar again this time the stool fell over with my clumsyness rather than anger.. and I backed away from the man who claims to be my father. I raise my hands to him and shake my head. Madison: "No.. no.." Lowering his hand to his side, he nods his head and takes a step closer everytime I back away. Tyson: "Yes Madison.. please let's talk.." I shake my head in disbelief and complete shock and slap down a fifty on the bar table and rush my way out of the bar.- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I groaned slightly, letting some air seep from my lips... the temperature in the room seemed to climb as I tossed over under the sheets. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Pulling the weight to my chest, I can feel my lungs compressing for a good grasp of fresh air before continuing. My mind scattered before me, but all I can see is a blank canvas. Drawing back and forth through my mind of Micheal Carrington and Liana Lewis, I somehow get distracted with the thought of Sean "Pit Bull" Homes. The sweat already drizzling down my face like rain drops, the pain that drenches my heart so, only seems to grow overtime instead of subside. The gut wrenching feeling inside the pit of my stomach grows like bad cold sore as the images of Sean flash through my mind. Laying back under the covers, ly's so peacefully a woman without any complications. She looked as if her soul had been completely clensed of all that had bestowed wrongfully upon her in the last few years. The smile on her face indicated that her dream was also as peaceful as she looked. Brushing her hair from her soft cheek was a man of some dark color, he looked passionately into her sleeping eyes, and sighed with a bit of concern as he drove himself crazy over the woman he loved so deeply. Her hand lightly running over her 'perfect' cheek, he leans in for a kiss to her cheek. Placing the weight before me, I stand up. My leg's feeling like rubber, my feet asleep. I make my way over to the punching bag. Looking at it blankly before dazing off in the punches I blow to the hard leather surface. The image burning back in to my mind like a branded mark. Pulling back from the woman who doesn't wake, but stirrs to his soft kiss of love to her cheek, and rolls over under the covers only to grab a hold of a soft white pillow. He stands before her now, closing his eyes with the pain piercing his heart. He drapes the envelop with the words engraved on it's casing 'My dear Madison', and he strodes off towards the bedroom door. Before exiting from her presnce for the last time, he looks back at his sleeping beauty as the moonlight from the veranda window shine upon her body. He closes his eyes painful once again, this time letting the salty tears run before his eyes, and drip off of his chin to his shirt. Raping the punching bag with my well worn away knuckles, the sweat now leaking like a broken bucket from my pores. Although distracted with thoughts, my aiming seemed impecible as the punching bag recieves one hell of a beating. Shifting my feet on the floor for a better position, my legs are locked in stiffly as I keep my stance. Holding on to his, drifting off in the red leather like an addictive sleeping pill. He exits the room his right hand holding a dark object. Swaying down the long stairs in the mansion, he makes his way to the basement long away from any pair of ears, specially Madison's. Passing by the lightswitch.. he makes it to the middle of the basement before his knee's become to weak to stand and he collapses on the hard cement floor. Lifting the dark object, which is now seen to be a shot gun, to his temple. The tears overwhelm him as he chokes on them. Sean Homes: "For all that I am worth, this will be nothing. I am not worth remember for the woman I love hides many secrets from the man she claims to love in return. The torture building up inside of me like a bad cancer has reached it's surface and I can no longer handle the world she created around me, let alone around the world I created for myself. My dear Madison, I love you with more than words can say and spell out, as well with Brooke. But no longer can I walk upon this planet pretending like there is nothing wrong. I can no longer breath and this is my end my dear love.. goodbye...!" He finishes his mumble of compassionate words, pulling the trigger. He eyes changed from the depressive sad glance, to a cold white glossy look as his pupils widened as wide as they would go. The gun slipping from his grip.. his now lifeless body falls backwards to the hard cement. The blood pouring against the cement like a cup of coffee. Losing my focus, my fist slips off the side of the punching bag and my body lunges towards it. The loss of my footing causes me to wrap my arms around the thick red leather to try and hold myself up. My heart pounding faster and faster as the memory slides back in to my mind. Flinging her body up from the disturbing gun shot sound. Her eyes widen with great concern as she slips her feet off the edge of the bed. Placing her feet in to her slippers she stands before the bed with weak knees, and she falls forwards a bit...catching herself with her arms on the bed, she notices the envelop..'My dear Madison.'.. and her heart pounds almost directly out of her chest as her stomach gives off a bad wrenching feeling. Her shakey hands reach for the envelope.. the color drained from her fingers she slips open the tab tucked neatly in behind and pulls out a piece of parchment paper with Sean's writing on it. My Love, I'm sorry to have to put you through this.. and I wish things could have been different between you and I. But I couldn't see no other future for myself in this world and I have to make my dissapearance from you and Brooke permanently. I love you with all my heart but as long as my heart beats for the sake of your love.. it suffers with the great amount of pain that not only I but you as well have caused it. It's on it's last beats and instead of slowly withering from the world.. I had to take matters in to my own hands.. I lost my breath at this point. I slipped from the comforts of the punching bag and fell to the floor.. the tears no longer welling in my eyes, burst out for it's freedom as they splashed my cheek, almost drowning my face with the sorrow in my heart. I love you Madison.... with all my heart... forever and always. Love, Sean Her heart pounded so hard that her chest began to hurt. She let the letter slip through her finger tips, as she lifted the night gown she had on because of the cold night air. She rushed her way down the stairs.. somehow knowing she needed to reach the basement. Nearly stumbling down the stairs she came to the bottom only to see something in the middle of the floor. She closed her eyes forcefully and hard as a mass amount of tears streamed her cheeks and drenched her gown. She slowly headed towards the dark figure to make it out to be the body of her dear beloved, Sean Homes. Her heart sank in to her stomach and her heart seeemed to have stopped beating as she fell before him in his blood. She pulls his head up on to her lap and wrapped her arms around her cold shot head, crying in to his hair. Madison: "Sean.. no.. Sean.... You didn't.. OH SEAN!...." She began to rock back and forth as his lifeless body rocked with her. I lost all hopes of happiness. It felt as though somebody sucked all the happiness from my heart and all they left behind was dispair and sorrow. I slipped almost instantaneously out of consciouness. A few moments later... I just barely was able to open my nearly glued shut eye lids, looking up at a man. His fugure was a blur to my temporary impaired vision. My hand reaches for his cheek dedicatedly. Silkk: "Madison baby, are you okay.. say something?" His voice had been sturn with much worry and concern as my hand touched his cheek lightly. My delerious eyes looked in to his...! Although he did not appear to be the man I am with... he looked like.. Madison: "Ohh your okay......!" I sighed with much relief looking into his lovely eyes, I gasped for air.. Madison: "I love you Sean.." Instantaneously
Micheal had
dropped her head from his lap... he looked horrified. I slipped back
out of consciousness, but he didn't seem to notice. All that he seemed
to focus on was the words I spoke.. "I love you Sean.." It must have
broke his heart as I layed there, with a possible concussion now! The
look in his eyes became feriously distant as his heart had been ripped
in two. Shaking his head, he snapped himself back to reality. Noticing
my fragile state, he pushed back what I had said in the back of his
mind and swept me up into his arms and carried me over to the bench.
Placing me gently there, he pulls his cellphone from his pocket. I began to heave, my breath's became hoarse, and the panic in my chest.. caused me to hyperventilate.. I grabbed both sides of the sheets beside me in a hump and squeezed for my dear life. The force of my sleeping actions caused Sean to wake up next to me, the look on his face of pure concern, he quickly takes me into his arms, trying to wake me. Sean: Madison, baby...wake up! You gotta wake up now! It was if somebody cut off my air supply. Both hands released the blanket, and curled around my throat, trying to gasp for air. I began to weep in my coughs for some air, and tears struck my face. Sean lifts me up more into a sitting position to help my breathing... Sean: Madison, come on...you're going to be ok, I promise. I'm right here with you and I ain't goin' nowhere... He pulls me close, his body pressed up against mine in a gentle mannor, he curls me in for a hug, and tries everything possible to comfort me, and calm me down. I gasped one last time for air and clutched on to his arms.. releasing my neck and air finally reaching it's way to my lungs...! I panted, but felt instant relief being able to breath once more and my watery eyes met the concern in his as I curled to my side further in to his arms as he held me tight. I tried not to sob.. but the cries from the dreams let wonder from my lips and I sniffled into his wife beater. He holds on to me tightly as if the end of the world was coming near and he leans in to kiss the top of my head lightly. Sean: Madison, what happened? Are you ok? I nod my head with my face planted in his shirt and I wrapped my arms around him... I turned my head slowly.. my eyes had turned even more bloodshot then they had been the past couple weeks, the more the nights went on .. the less sleep I had got. Madison: Flash backs! He looks down in to my eyes, noticing the sadness and places a hand on my cheek for comfort. Sean: You know I'm here for you...if you ever want to talk about it. I'll never leave. I'm always going to be right here... Madison: Sean.... I know your alive... of course.. I do since your here holding me in your arms.. but my dreams remind me of the pain I felt when I was without you... and the past that I do not know haunts the person that I am today.. without the knowledge of who I really am! I could see the understanding in his eyes and he stroked my cheek on last time in a sign of knowing the feeling, or at least a similar feeling. Sean: I know that feeling. And soon those dreams of me being gone, will also be gone. Your subconscious will learn that I am here and not going anywhere. I went to nod my head but my eyes darted to the alarm clock..! My heart jumped in to my throat as I bolted to a seating position in bed. It somewhat shocked Sean .. and I swept my legs off of the bed and ran for the closet in a panic. Madison: We have to get the twins up and ready.. they're blood test at the hospital is in an hour.. and we are no where near ready. Sean jumps up and begins getting dressed in a pair of black Dickies slacks, a new wife beater, a long and tall white tee, and his black hat cocked to the back and to the left... Sean: I'm sorry, I spaced... I shook my head at him as a sign of forgiveness and pulled Sean's yesterday's long white tee over my my head showing... my back naked.. and my black laced panties with a red frill as the lining.. I leant over.. my ass making an obvious mark as a view to his eyes as I leant for my baby phat jeans on the floor.. and Sean began to approach me with a smile about his face. His hands curl over my hips and around my belly as he hugs me from behind with a warm and loving touch. Sean: Subtle...very subtle... I let out a smile and rock my hips from side to side as I pull my pants to my hips and I jump a little kicking my feet out of the pant legs.. and I turn to him zipping them up and buttoning the top... I kiss his lips gently with a tap to his cheek and he smiled yet again seeing my sad mood change rathI reached for my bra on the lamp with a giggle as to wear it had landed the night before and I slid my arms in under the straps and buckled the back. Madison: Toss me the pink tee on the floor hunnie..! Sean smiles a sly smile and tosses the tee to my feet, still on the floor... Sean: You said to toss the pink tee on the floor...you never said anything 'bout picking it up... With that Sean sticks his tongue out at me in a playful mannor and I place my hands on my hips. Sean: Plus...this way and I get to see you bend over again... Sean smiles another sly smile... I shake my head with a smirk on my face and turn back facing him and flauntingly bend over shaking my ass from side to side as I pick up the tee... and then place it over my head.. pulling it down to make the waist line of my jeans.. Madison: There, happy? He nods his head in my direction as I grab the pair of socks on the bed and hop my way to the door as I place them on my feed heading towards Aiden's room. Madison: Come on let's get the twins ready.. Sean slips on his socks and white G6's onto his feet before following me as quickly as he can... Sean: I'm right behind ya... I watch Sean juggle Maelynn in his arms.. a pink diaper bag in his hand and a pacifyer in his mouth .. her dress was on backwards... she had two different colored socks on.. and she was wearing the wrong colored hat. I just chuckled at him as he tried to balance his way down the stairs..! I calmy placed Aiden's dipaer in the Diaper Genie before placing Aiden's dark washed baby gap jeans on him. It was like a dream come true to me.. Sean.. he wasn't dead.. oh no he was very much alive and the same person he had been before his "passing"! The events that went on a week ago, almost seemed like an impossible obstacle that was too hard for even Sean to tackle, but as he said he would, he handled it with ease. Or so he made it look that way! Just like he will prove everybody in UWF wrong when he tramples through Mara with ease.. and as I will with Hard Rocker. A man with too much brawn and barely any brains. A man who only uses brute force and not strategy and a man who cannot get any of his facts right and most importantly a man with horrible senses.. like many men do have.. bad senses! There was a game he was playing and I .. without a doubt.. was going to play along with it.. After all the man was just using Section 8 as a back up plan for when he stretched for the big times.. a higher limit to which he is capable of achieving.. and when he falls back.. he will have Section 8 to fall back on..! He's using us as his barrier and his push .. to be noticed yet again after I had been stripped of my duties as the owner.. he became name less and Section 8 is his perfect decoy in his unbreakable plan.. But oh how is he mistaken.. his plan is very much breakable and I am going to create the crack iin it that will cause it to fall apart like the fault line right in the middle of California! An hour and a half had already passed, it had already been approximately fifty minutes past the time in which their appointment came about.. and about forty minutes in which had passed since they had taken Aiden's and Maelynn's.. blood. The tensity rose above high temperatures and off the charts.. my palm is hot and sweaty as it grasped Sean's.. also hot and sweaty. I couldn't help bounce my leg's.. my feet tapping the hospital waiting room floor with much aniticipation..! I gulped a mouthfull of air.. my throat dry... I needed something to cool my down.. but I was frozen.. quite literally like a statue and I couldn''t bring myself to move for my water bottle. My eyes darted at the kids as they crawled in to the play box to take out some more toys in which they had already spread around the whole entire sitting area..! My nine month old babies had climbed up top off the chairs and pretended to be little angles as they playfully swatted on another on the shoulder! Sean couldn't sit still.. he broke his hand from mine and got to his feet with a pace he began to circle the waiting room with an unbearable itch in his patience. But like me he froze with fear but also anticipation once again as the doctor came out again another fifteen minutes later with the clip board in hand.. and he smiles at us..! It's obvious he has some good news as he shakes both of out hands..! I had already got to my feet and I played with my own fingers before Sean snatched my hand once again to grip it very firmly. Doctor: I have some good news. We both nodded our heads. He could tell we were waiting on something but he ignroed it. Doctor: Both kids are free of diabetes, but Maelynn like you had expected Ms. Divera does had a negative blood type. I sighed.. a little relieved but also sad that she inherited my blood type.. Doctor: So you're kids are very healthy. When he said "you're kids" it was like he insinuated to the both of us.. Sean: Our kids..? The Doctor nodded his head, and looked down at his clip board then back at Sean. Doctor: You are a Mr. Sean Homes right?? Sean nodded his head.. the knot in his throat getting bigger as his heart jumped every beat. Doctor: Then yes, you're kids. You two have very lovely children... The Doctor began to walk away and I stopped him with a tug on his arm.. Madison: You mean... they're not Micheal Carrington's...? By blood they are Sean's?? I couldn't believe what I was hearing as the Doctor nodded his head again.. I instantly felt a rush go through the pit of my stomach as he smiled at me.. confirming my assumption and he walked off.. I was froze again.. staring at the spot in which he was just standing. Sean's hand flies up to his chest before he falls over backwards like a plank of wood... I didn't even realize where I was anymore.. it felt as if there was no more ground below my feet to hold me in place and all I could see.. was.. well nothing..! My thoughts began to ran wild.. and I nearly stopped breathing.. Sean sits up then gets to his feet and looks at me, trying to speak but in very broken speech... Sean: We...who...gringo... Sean's legs look weak as he sways and grabs the wall for support before slipping and falling back to the ground, but he scrambles back to his feet and acts like nothing had ever happened... Sean: Me...mine...Woooooooo!...Uh..what?...I...you...waffles...where my shoes? I managed to turn where I was standing and I looked blankly at Sean.. I knew I loved him, I loved Sean.. since the day I met him and althought I denied it for a very long time.. I looked at him in a completely different way now.. the feeling in the pit of my stomach was so strong.. and my heart jumped practically out of my chest with every beat..! I felt a new found love for Sean.. a love that I have never felt before.. a love so strong that it was unbreakable.. he is the father of my two youngest children.. and it was hitting me like ton of bricks.. I continued to stare blankly in to his face. Sean: Uh... Before Sean knew it he had flown at me and wrapped his arms around me in a very loving hug...I hesitated for a moment.. I never felt my heart beat faster and harder before.. and I wrapped my arms around him back... Not even noticing the tears that have now flown down my cheeks, obviously not sad ones! Madison: I.. I pulled back from him for a moment and looked deeply in to his eyes.. not ever seeing as deep as I do now in to the eyes of the man that I love more than the world itself.. I felt his hand come from my hips and it gently brushed my cheek. Sean kisses me softly letting a new felt love wash over his lips and onto mine before pulling back still speechless, but trying to speak intelligent English nonetheless... Sean: ...Space shuttle... I blinked my eyes at him, not even noticing the lack of speech he is giving out that makes absolutely no sense...! The deep eye connection they had been sharing for quite a few minutes had broken when Sean's pant leg was tugged at by Maelynn.. she looked shying at the toy in her hand.. and swayed back and forth like the cute little girl she was.. Sean bends down and picks the little girl up into his arms and gives her a kiss on her temple before turning back to me... Sean:...Hakuna muhtata... I still could not break a smile. Not because I was sad or upset, but because I just was in plain shock. This information was overwhelming in a good way none the less but I quickly snapped out of my trance as I could hear screams coming from Aiden as he crawled around like he just drank a whole pot of coffee chasing after a wind up toy..he stopped.. sat down and looked at the two of us with the biggest smile.. Aiden: Poop! Sean hands Maelynn to me and grabs a face mask and puts it on before putting on some latex gloves, an apron, and grabbing a pair of large tweezers and a pair of pliers... Sean: Ok...I'm ready to go in... Madison: Jesus Christ Sean he's not a science experiment.. he's your son! He stopped... on his way over to Aiden as he heard me mouth the words "your son"! Sean turns back to me and smiles... Sean: You didn't think I was serious did you? I give him "the look." Madison: With you.. it's very possible. Sean backs off a bit now, stepping backwards and standing up straight for the first time... Sean: I may sometimes act stupid, but you know better than anyone else that that is all an act to make people laugh... I just looked at him but he knew that I understood and I knew exactly what he meant.. I looked back over at Aiden then back at Sean again and the words spilt out. Madison: I love you Sean... more now than ever...! Sean lets the corner's of his mouth curl into a small smile... Sean: I love you too Madison, more than one could ever believe...! I smiled slightly as well as Aiden crawled his way over to Sean and pulled on his pant leg with a little bit of impatience. Aiden: Dadda.. poop!! It was the first time either of them called him "Dadda".. and for the longest time.. they only knew Micheal to be their father.. and I could see the joy in Sean's eyes as he heard his son speak the words. Sean crouches down and picks Aiden up into his arms and gets a big wiff of what the little guy is packing before sliding the face mask back on with a sideways glance and smile at me.. Sean: We'll get you cleaned up lil' man... I nodded my head and grabbed Maelynn's diaper bag and Sean grabbed Aiden's.. Madison: Let's go change them and get out of here...! And that is exactly what we did.. we took our fun loving little family, got them clean and we left the stuffy old hospital with a good feeling in the pit of our stomachs.. and headed home.. of course after treating the children to some wendy's...! Sean and I enjoyed watching the children run around with excitement.. and what turned out to be a great day soon came to a close as I found myself tucking in my three and half year old daughter Brooke Divera. My lips brush against her forehead. I stroke her dark jet black hair and her eyes began to slowly close as she spoke the words.. "I love you momma"... my heart melted everytime she had said to me ..! I smiled into her loving eyes and watched her drift off in to the world where imagination took over her mind. I backed away from her twin sized bed with polka dotted and very colorful sheets with an even bigger smile with the fact that she loved color. I managed to back my way out of her door without waking her and I slowly climbed the stairs in the Pit Bull Mansion.. and went to crawl in my own bed for a little rest.. when as I passed by her room, I heard her sobs..! It was the first time I heard my little sister cry in a very long time.. I parked my carcus in it's spot and I turned to sneak back to poke my head in her doorway.. she did not notice me.. but lately she has not notced much.. her hand softly stroked that of the cheek of her 4 and a half month old daughter, Isabelle. She had been sleeping peacefully on her bed for approximately twenty minutes now.. curled in her mother's beauty and the beast blanket that she had been attached to for ten long years, definatly a child at heart. I couoldn't help but continue my glance on my twenty year old sister and feel her sorrow. I knew the pain she was going through.. I felt similar... she saw in her daughter so much of her father that nobody else could notice.. Kayla washed her stir and coo in her sleep for hours before finally taking a small nap herself.. I knew everytime his name was mentioned that the love she felt for him was far from being over.. she didn't want to move on in her life.. not without him! But she also knew that things could never be the same again.. so she will continue to tred on in a life that only consisted of her and her daughter. My heart ached for her.. but I rather not disturb her moment, and I shuffled my feet towards mine and Sean's room.. It had been empty.. Sean had fell asleep with both twins in her arms.. on the pull out couch ...! It was family movie night and the tree was still sparkling downstairs with all the children's presents still tucked underneath.. the excitment of today's events caused him to spend every moment with our children like he had missed a lifetime with them. I came close to the bed and I fell back on top of the covers and layed there for a long period of time staring at the light fixtures and enjoying the silence in deep thought of Christmas Carnage. Madison: You think I am trying to fool everybody else Hard Rocker.. oh no. I don't think you accusing me of your own actions is a wise decision boy. Sean knows it as well as I do, that you are using Section 8 as a decoy in your sick plot for fame and glory .. ever since Blayze had become the co owner of UWF your ass had been bumped so far down on the card that you don't know whether or not to compete for the Madness Title or remain to be a jobber for the rest of your career. False accusations will get you no where love, and that path leads strictly to a place that you will find more uncomfortable. What I do in my freetime and what is going on in my head is none of your damn business and it never will be.. whether or not you are one of Sean's "buddies"! You came to a sad realization in this game and it is your horrible fate that is leading you to pick on everybody you can here.. You will gain up your pack of rabid wolves and feed on everybody emotions and dignity in this federation from the ass up to make them suffer the pain in which has been inflicted upon you just because you cannot handle the pain. You have so much wrong in that head of yours.. I dare not to compare to my own.. it would make me look strong compared to you! I continued to eyeball the light fixture on the ceiling and inhaled another breath. Madison: I am just doing Section 8 a favor in disposing of your rotiing carcus sooner than later. Starr, and Untouchable don't know it yet.. and I will rid of you before they get angered with your sense of stupidity. You have not the slightest clue what would be best for Section 8..! You have not the slightest clue in being a mind reader either. You think you know everything about me, and about my supposive games.. you think you are on top of the world and looking down at millions of little controllable drones.. that had been set here just for you..! And yet they chose me to stand just as high as you and take you down and you don't like that. You do not like the fact that they chose me to bring you down do you Hard Rocker.. hell if I was you I wouldn't like it either. You don't need to expose my aparant insanity to Sean... as it is my most attractive trait to him. He knows everything there is to know about me.. and unlike you Hard Rocker.. I have power, talent and brains. You are just a back up plan.. and just like you intend to use Section 8 as your safety cushion.. we are going to use you like a pin cushion.. or at the very least I am..! Section 8 is a well oiled machine Hard Rocker...! Sean Homes is the head of the machine.. as I make up the heart of it... you, Untouchable and Starr are just the muscle of the operation.. nothing that we cannot burn of and replace with something better..! The heart and the brain is what is needed to keep something alive.. therefore me and Sean are the main source of Section 8..! You are just a dog on a leash that we are slapping around with a squash paddle. I smirked at my own remark. Madison: If I were you.. I would watch my every move.. and by I .. I do not mean me.. I mean yours..! You have made yourself one hell of a target.. and I am going to do is take out the trash at Christmas Carnage like it is my job to do... I have a lot of power in the UWF and whether you like it or not.. my wrestling ability is the strongest this company has to offer...even above the World Champion and former World Champion.. Mark my words Hard Rocker.. you will get what is coming to you.. soon enough! And with my finaly thoughts on Hard Rocker... and UWF.. Sean had walked in to the master bedroom rubbing his blood shot eyes.. he made his way over to the bed and as a joke.. he dropped like a sack of potatos right on top of me.. he let out a small squeal and I just giggled at him as he rolled off and pretended to convulse at me... then attack me with tickling. |
