-/-\- Madison "The Diva of the Future" Divera -/-\-

February 22nd, 2008.

My face met with the cold hard cement floor, and I didn't fight it. They stepped up behind me and took the cuffs off, before slamming the cell door behind them. I didn't want to move, I felt lifeless on the floor, no feelings, no care, especially no heart. It was like it had been ripped from it protective shell and had been replaced with a piece of coal.

I lifted my head and turned it so my left cheek felt the cold surface of the floor, blood had trickled from my nostrils, and the bridge of my nose from the fall. In the corner nearest me was a small girl, she sat curled in the corner, her knees to her chest. I looked on at her feeling no sympathy.

Cell Guard: "LIGHTS OUT!"

Right on cue, all the lights in the prison had gone out. I continued to lay there, feeling no energy and no desire to move, until I felt a hand reach under my arm. I pushed myself up and on to my fours.

Madison Divera: "Don't touch me!"

I paid no mind to who it was, and I got up to my feet before disappearing to my own part of the cell. I just wanted to be left alone. My clothes soaked in the blood of my dead daughter Audrey. I was only standing there all but two seconds before the same person who grabbed on to my arm approached me.

Female: "Excuse me bitch, that's my spot."

I had my leg's crossed before me and my arms as well. I leant up against the wall to the cell and brought my head up to look at the fairly large woman standing in front of me.

Madison Divera: "That's funny, because I don't see your name anywhere.."

Female: "Move.."

I looked at her, from her frizzy long and brown curly hair, to her unsatisfying revealing tank top and to her torn blood-stained jeans.

Madison Divera: "Get out of my face.."

She didn't have to move. I was knocked out of the way by hey porky hand. I stumbled a couple feet and a few drops of blood flew from my lip to the cell floor.

Female: "Not so tough now, are ya!?"

I went to show her up, I stepped closer to her to get into her face when I was pulled back by two other "amazons" of women and then pinned me back up against the wall of the cell.

They had sick smiles on their faces, I rolled my eyes and pulled on my arms. But much to my surprise they were a lot stronger then I had thought. I felt a pinch of worry twist my insides as the much larger woman approached me.

Female: "Hit her hard Alex.."

Alex!? Who in the bloody hell would name their daughter Alex? I wasn't one too judge as she knocked me in the face again, but this time with a hard left hook in my left eye. My head moved back slightly as she connected the punch..

Alex: "So, do you think you will mess with me again?"

Madison Divera: "Nahh, I wouldn't want to get mad cow disease.."

Alex: "You slut.."

She pulled me by my shoulders down to her knee as she hit me hard in the gut and I coughed up blood on to her shirt.. but did I let that bother me? I grabbed her by the way.. spun her around and pulled her over my knee with a back breaker.

Female: "WHOA, this bitch has moves.."

Alex: "Beth, you bitch, help me.."

The blonde tall one behind me, Beth, creeped up behind me and hooked me into a sleeper hold, but I grabbed a hold of her arm and threw her over my shoulder on to the meaty whore on the floor. The other brunette one behind me began to back off as I turned around to deal with her too.

I attempted to go stand back at my spot, or the one I had picked out, when a hand clenched around my ankle.. and pulled me down to the cement floor revealing themselves to be Alex, she stood up before me, but I surprisingly leg swept her back to the floor and got back up myself..

Alex: "Okay, okay... truce?"

I stopped in my tracks and turned around again as she tried to pull me down again.. I picked up my heel and slammer it down on to her sausage like fingers and she screamed from the pain. The lights came back on as police officers rushed to the cell.

Beth: "It was her.. she started it.."

Madison Divera: "Oh no you didn't.."

I looked back at her, I wasn't shocked, but man I was pissed. I headed over to her and kicked her hard in the ribs.. and just as I was about to let out another thrashing to her, the police man had dragged me by my hair out of the cell, as the other slammed the door.. I was hit in the back with one of their "sticks"... I tried to fight him off. I didn't care how many laws I was breaking, I felt like my life had ended tonight.

I lost the will to fight when I got beat down to the ground by four different cops, I was cuffed yet again.. as they pulled my bruised, and battered body to the standing position, they began to push me down the hallway as the girls in the cell began to laugh.

Police Officer: "Bring her to the slammer."

I wondered what that was.. or did they steal that idea from the stupid Riddick movie? I was damn near thrown down a whole flight of stairs before I got thrown in to a completely black cell.. and chained to the wall. They slammed the door. The only thing that brought a sliver of light to the cell was a small slot higher up on the door and ever that had bars on it. I laid back on the floor, and crossed my arms under my head before closing my eyes.

February, 23rd, 2008.

The sun rose up in to the sky early, how would I know? I heard a clang of keys and the sound of large clanking metal as the police officer opened the cell door. He stood there as I slowly got to my feet. If I thought I felt lifeless before, there is no comparison to now. I did not get one minute of sleep and I had bruises that literally covered my body.

Police Officer: "Ms. Divera you're free to go."

I was shocked to say the least.

Madison Divera: "Why?"

Police Officer: "You sound disappointed.."

I rolled my eyes.

Madison Divera: "Hardly..."

Police Officer: "They pulled an all night shift at the crime lab and gave us notice that there was not enough evidence to hold you, but you will be going to trial.."

I sighed, and didn't speak another word to him. I began to walk to the front of the prison. The woman at the desk told me go down the left hallway to retrieve my belongings.. and as I did.. one of the girls from my prison cell was being carried out with a blanket over her. How did I know it was her? They weren't very good at covering the body as they took it out.

I reached the counter, got my things and got out of there as soon as I possibly could. When I reached the parking lot... I realized my car was probably towed.. I rolled my eyes yet again.. and I reached in to the orange envelope and pulled out my cell phone.. I had many missed calls from Sean..

I hit the button "call" on the last entry of his missed call, and typical that I didn't get any answer..! I grunted out of frustration and out of pain from a severe migraine and a pretty extreme black eye. My lip is swollen and has a gash near the right. I had a bruise by my left ear and bruises all up and down my rib cages and arms..

I reached back in to the envelope and pulled out my pack of Marlboro cigarettes. Lifting one from the freshly opened pack.. I had to reach in again for my lighter. I didn't know what to do now.. there was no way I was in any condition to walk and that far.. I sparked up the cig and took a hard hit.

I felt lost again.. I leaned back against the wall, and then it hit me. I felt hesitant and reluctant to dial the number.. but I managed to punch in the numbers. I awaited anxiously for an answer as I puffed on my cigarette again.

Male Voice: "Hello!?"

Not the person I wanted.

Madison Divera: "Put Lenne on the phone.."

Male Voice: "Who is this?"

I leaned back further to the concrete wall behind me and pulled my hood over my head..

Madison Divera: "Her worst half.."

He didn't half to question any further.. I heard him call for Lenne, and as I heard a pitter patter of feet towards the phone.. I heard him mouth to Lenne.. "What a bitch!?"..

Lenne Perez: "Hello?"

It was like I got a knot in my throat.. not once did I have to call for help... and let alone somebody who she just recently got to trust.

Madison Divera: "Lenne..."

I sounded weak on the phone. I knew this because I heard myself speak softly and muffled.. Lenne's voice grew with worry, once she knew who it was.

Lenne Perez: "Maddy is that you!?"

Madison Divera: "Mhm."

That's all I could muffle out, I felt like breaking down and that was a thing that I rarely did. I brushed my face into my hands and leant forward on my knees.

Lenne Perez: "Are you okay?"

Madison Divera: "I need your help.."

The line went dead for a moment, I guess she didn't know how to react... since she I guess found this awkward as well. This is the first time she heard me at weakness.

Madison Divera: "Do you think you can come get me?"

Lenne Perez: "Where are you?"

I hesitated, this was the moment that I could wait to get to.

Madison Divera: "At the state prison.."

Lenne Perez: "WHAT.. how did you, why did you... you know what never mind.. I'll be there in a couple minutes, just hold tight.."

Madison Divera: "Oh yeah.. just-a-holdin'!"

We didn't even say good-bye, just hung up the phone as I heard her dangle her keys... I reached in to the back and pulled out the rest of my belongings and placed them in my pockets..and I continued to suck back the cancer sticks chemicals until I got to my third one, in a row may I add.

Lenne finally pulled up, just in the nick of time for me finishing my cigarette, I reached back in to my pocket and popped a sugar free piece of dentyne gum in my mouth to push back some of the cigarette smell.

She pulled up right in front of me, and her jaw nearly drops looking at my condition.. she gets out of the car and rushes over to me, she looks worried. I never seen anybody look worried about me other than Sean before.. and I was grateful for it.. or else I wouldn't have been able to stand.. I was too lightheaded.

She leant down and grabbed my arm.. she helped me up then headed back to the drivers seat.. she knew very well I could walk on my own as I slid in to the passengers side. Most of the ride was quiet.. I felt a sense of awkwardness in the air along with concern. Lenne showed some signs of worry about my condition but she didn't want to push asking why, or I guess she felt that if she did ask, I would snap at her..

Lenne Perez: "Do you mind telling me what happened?"

I didn't know what to say to her, I couldn't just come out with "I was charged for murdering my own daughter..".. she would think I was some kind of psycho freak and that she was next on my "list"...

Madison Divera: "Spent the night in the slammer of the prison.."

She turned the wheel to go off the main drag..

Lenne Perez: "Yeah Maddy, but why.. If you don't mind me asking?"

I let out a sigh, I felt somewhat pressured, but I couldn't leave my tag team partner in the dark about something like this.

Madison Divera: "I'd rather not talk about it.. at least not yet.."

She nodded her head and took her eyes off the road for only a couple seconds to glance at he expression on my face.. she pulled up to the Pit Bull Mansion and she looked over at me as I sat there, "glued" to the seat.

Madison: "My daughter..."

I didn't have to say anything more... Lenne knew what I was talking about. She knew I was struggling with the kidnap of my daughter and she flew her arms around me with comfort. I couldn't smile, no matter how comforted she made me, I still felt empty inside.. I hugged her back. I needed a friend and that is what I lacked a lot of lately.

Lenne Perez: "About the match.."

I broke away from the hug.

Madison Divera: "Don't worry I'll be there.."

She put up her hand.

Lenne Perez: "No, you forget about the six women tag team match.. you need to grieve right now..."

I shook my head.

Madison Divera: "I'm more angry and hallow than upset.. my daughter would want this.."

She didn't argue with me. She just nodded her head, so I thanked her as I got out of the car and told her I would see her later. Probably at the SCW arena. I watched her drive off... and I headed up the walkway. I didn't even make it ten feet away when Sean bolted from the door.

He looked pissed that I stayed out all night, but when he say me in this condition he rushed his way towards me and caught me in his arms as I fell weak to the ground.

Present Day: March 1st, 2008.

I pulled myself in to a seating position, and rubbed my eyes. It was yet again another night of being restless and sleepless. It took a minute to focus my eyes as I turned to look at the alarm clock the bed stand. It read 2:00am. I couldn't think of much else to do at this time that didn't want up the children.

I reached in to the drawer to the bed stand and grabbed my cigarettes, my bottle of tequila and a lighter. As I got up out of bed.. I slipped on my slipper.. grabbed a hold of one of Sean's extremely long sweaters, that drenched almost to my knees and pulled the hood over my head. He was still sleeping peacefully behind me, so I quietly headed out on to the verandah and sparked my cigarette.

The feelings didn't subside.. if anything they had got worse. I stood looking over Oakley with a gap in my chest...! I knew that gap was where my heart was supposed to be and if my heart was really there, it must have been frost bitten, cause all I could feel was pain.

I couldn't get the picture of Audrey out of my head, I thought about her every waking and unconscious moment. Tomorrow was a day I didn't want to live to get through. The day of her funeral. It was a week late, but at least it was happening. Family members couldn't get flights out till Friday, and we had to delay the service.

Meanwhile Audrey's body had been singed to ashes, and is awaiting to be put to rest. I told myself the day that my sister and her husband died that I wouldn't let anything happen to her children as long as I was walking on this earth, and I have failed them horribly. I even raised them as my own. I considered them my children, it had been so long since their parents had passed. And now Audrey would be meeting her parents once again.

I felt a ray of disappointment and more anguish. I was able to fight one match after what happened, but could I keep it together for Hostility this week? Two grieving women against two women who can't keep their lives together. Team Desire.. and if you personal ask me.. they are not team to be desired.. neither one of them.

I heard the door slide open behind me, and a pair of arms wrap around my waist as I took a puff of my cigarette. His touch was warm, inviting, and comforting. he leant his head on my shoulder and kissed my neck lightly.

Sean Homes: "Hey baby.. can't sleep again?"

I didn't say anything. I didn't feel like saying anything.

Sean Homes: "Me neither Boo."

He turned me around and pulled me close to him.. I felt the tears well up in my eyes as I wrapped my arms around him as well.. I hugged him tight. I tried to squeeze the pain inside out of me, but it didn't budge. Sean held me tight and rubbed my back trying to comfort me to no avail, but he tried none-the-less. He took my cigarette and took a puff before giving it back to me...

Sean Homes: "I promise you we'll find who did this and we'll make them pay. You know I have resources that are ready to do as I ask at any moment."

I looked at him blankly and nodded my head before turning back to the view.

Madison Divera: "It won't bring her back..."

Sean Homes: "No, it won't. But remember this...no matter what..."

Sean reaches under my arms taking a step closer and places his hands over my heart...

Sean Homes: "She will forever live right here...and she will watch you from above and add her strength to your own. She will always be with us in our hearts and she will be the strength that helps us overcome even the toughest obstacles in life."

I leant my head down to my hands on the rail of the verandah and I sighed deeply troubled.

Madison Divera: "It.. it hurts soo much..! She was only fifteen."

Sean came up closer and put his arm around her and stood next to her also feeling her pain, because he knew how much pain she had been in and it had filled him with sadness at her loss...

Sean Homes: "I know, Madison. I lost my parents at a young age and know the pain you feel inside. For many years, whenever I closed my eyes I could feel the pain...I had carried it around like a talisman ...but after a while I knew they wouldn't want me to be in pain...I knew they wanted more for their son...just like she wants more for you... she'd want you to remember how she lived instead of mourn how she died..."

I shook my head, the tears overwhelmed me as they streamed the outline of my cheeks.

Madison Divera: "Do you know how it feels for your own offspring to pass away before you. Death is life, you come and you go.. but she was only fifteen, she never lived her life.. she was just beginning it..! I think about her, and her personality. I think about her soft blonde hair, and her warm heart, her comforting and adoring smile. How every time she said "I love you mom," it melted my heart..."

Sean backed away and hung his head, a single tear rolled down his cheek as he stepped into shadow to hide his face...

Sean Homes: "Yes I do know...I've never told anyone about this, not even my closest friends. I had a daughter when I was 17, the mother died giving birth. When I was 22 and she was 5, I had taken her out for ice cream one night...a drunk driver hit her side of the car and killed her instantly. I got out of the car and miraculously pulled her out all bloody and broken and held her in my arms until the paramedics finally showed up, but it was already too late..."

At first I didn't know how to react to that bit of information. I stood there, chucked my cigarette over the edge. A glimpse of an image like that flashed in my mind, and instantly my heart broke in to a million pieces all over again. I turned back to Sean, and took his hand in mine before pulling him in to me, I didn't give him a choice. I held him tight, no words shared, just the moment. Sean held me tight letting a few more tears out as he rested his head on my shoulder...

Sean Homes: "I've had to carry that with me, but she will always live in my heart and give me the strength to do great things."

Madison Divera: "I'm thankful you told me Sean.. you can't hold things like that back from me.. you can always count on me."

I kissed his cheek softly and warmingly.

Sean Homes: "I know, but I always found it very hard to talk about...until now. When you were gone and I couldn't find you or get a hold of you I had thought I lost you. I don't want to ever keep anything from you again..."

Madison Divera: "I'll be here for you forever and always.."

Sean Homes: "And I'll be here for you always and forever."

He kissed my cheek and hugged me again... I returned his sign of comfort, when I felt a vibration in the pocket of Sean's sweater that I had on. I had forgotten to take it out earlier in the day! I reached in and pulled it out, flipping it open to a text message from my manager Jessie Dermont.

Re: Jessie

Hey gurl, got ya a match at Host, UR teamin with Roxxie n' going against Katie n' Gigi.

3:35AM.

I couldn't believe she sent me a text so early in the morning. Sean takes the cell phone from me and hits reply, sending a text back that says, "No sex in the champagne room!"

Normally this was a time to laugh for me, but I didn't. I looked at the message and barely waved a weak smile from my face. I pulled another cigarette from the pack and placed in between my lips and offered Sean one. Sean takes one and produces a lighter from his pocket before lighting both his cigarette and mine.

Sean Homes: "Sorry, I shouldn't be joking at a time like this..."

He hangs his head in shame... I lift my hand to his chin and I pull it up a tad gently.

Madison Divera: "You're only trying to cheer me up babe. It's ok.. I just have a lot on my mind.."

Sean takes my hand and kisses it before putting an arm around my lower back...

Sean Homes: "Care to share?"

I take a moment before going over my list of worries as I puff on my limp cigarette and exhale the smoke.

Madison Divera: "UWF is in a concerning condition and it worries me..! I never seen it so lifeless in the arena and too boot a lot of the superstars had to take a leave of absence... and with Roxxie in SCW worries me too.. not to mention the fact that for some weird and odd reason I seem to be stuck to the place like I have an ever binding contract.. I have a match against the Woman's Champion and her little Mini-Me... while me and Roxxie have to go up against them. I am not worried about me.. it's Roxxie. I wish she would have taken a contract with UWF instead."

Sean Homes: "Yeah well I've never been a fan of SCW. Especially with them asking you to job to certain superstars to give them a boost, it's not right. At least in UWF we compete and whoever wins, wins. Not like in SCW where they're only in it for the money and the outcomes are already planned."

I didn't have much to say to that, I nodded my head and kissed his cheek before taking another puff.

Madison Divera: "Roxxie didn't want to be in a fed ran by her mother so she joined SCW without telling me, and I feel as if I have to protect her..! I am worried about this match.. not because people think they are fierce competition but because their cheaters.. because that is the only way they can win. Katie Steward spray my eyes with hairspray when Lenne and I were against Gigi Steward, he supposive daughter, and Gina Cruz.. so I am worried what they may pull on Roxxie, since she is the weaker link."

Sean Homes: "Well you know I'm accomplished in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu and Muay Thai so if you ever want me to make her into a war machine, she's more than welcome to stop by the Pit Bull Dojo..."

A lightbulb went off in my head.

Madison Divera: "You know what.. you should ask her yourself.. she mentioned to me lately of how much she doesn't really know you. You are her step father, maybe you two can bond doing that!?"

Sean Homes: "Sounds like a plan to me. But she needs to know that I will put her through a rigorous training regiment. By the time I'm done with her she'll be unstoppable."

Madison Divera: "She's never had training before, she has no idea what she is doing.. she's had one match against the major underdog of the company and she was lucky to win... but she needs this.. and this better not be just a one time thing.. I want you to work on her and work on it."

The look in my face went from worry to anxiety with a mix of seriousness. Sean looked back at me just as serious as I am...

Sean Homes: "I don't train someone for one day...the training ends when I see they are truly ready..."

I wrap my arms around him with relief. I was worried she may not be able to keep up without he competition not just in SCW but anywhere for that matter..

Madison Divera: "Thank you babe."

Sean Homes: "No need to thank me...I enjoy training people and watching them grow into highly trained weapons. Just look at Jayceon, Dreamer, and Cutter...I helped train them...only one shot above the rest and has actually beaten me...Jayceon, but that's because he spent hours and hours with me in the dojo..."

Madison Divera: "And even if she says no, I will make her do.. after all I am her mother."

I smiled at Sean, the first one I had done since what happened with Audrey.

Sean Homes: "Naw, don't make...just let me talk her into it...I know she won't turn my offer down, it is an offer she can't refuse. After I train her, if she loses...I'll give her my old GWL Annihilator title..."

We both finished our cigarettes, I nodded my head to Sean. I hope she listens to him, that is if she doesn't listen to me..! He opened the door to the verandah for me, but I gestured for him to go inside first.. I still had a few things on my mind, and he left me without hesitation.

Madison Divera: "So you think that this is a good thing don't you? You think that since my inexperienced daughter is in this match you will have it easy huh? I wouldn't doubt if you had something to do with this. I wouldn't put it past you..."

"So Katie Steward.. or should I say Tits McGee? Oh my.. does that bother you when I say that Katie.. I'm oh so sorry my Queen.. My Goddess.. My Icon.."

I shook my head with rather disgust in my voice as I continued.

Madison Divera: "How lame could you be to think that you are on top of the Women's Division... the only reason why you have that lame degrading title around your waist is because Gigi is you 'daughter' and you probably threatened to ground her if she didn't job to you so you could keep it, and remain 'on top' of things.. probably like you're always on top of Olek's and Cherry's laps."

That was a typical stab at a female, I didn't care, cause in this case, it was probably true.

Madison Divera: "I noticed you have a new 'nickname' to add to your pathetic list.. Rated B Diva.. what is that 'Best'? I hardly think so... I think the reason why you are named the 'Rated B Diva' is simple because your not good enough to be given an 'A'."

"Yes Katie.. I'm jealous.. oh so jealous that when I say your name I feel car sick for the fact that people even consider you wrestling material or even the women's champion for that matter. Gigi is a much more suitable candidate for that position and I am not really liking her either. I have received some unfortunate loses to her, and yet again I respect her more than the woman who is supposed to represent the female division of SCW."

I shake my head again.. I felt like pulling out another cigarette but I just hung my head slightly over the verandah rail.

Madison Divera: "Gigi... there is a question that has been on a lot of people's mind and I have no idea if this has been asked of you yet.. but seriously why and how do you put up with somebody with such a big head like Katie? You can't get any more lame and low in intelligence as her, and I wonder how come you have brains. Maybe it's a good thing you are not bloody related.. or are you?"

"There are some people who would say you're lucky to have a mom like Katie only because she makes you look better. She makes you look like the cream of the crop in the women's division because she can't do anything right. The only thing she can amount to is lies and cheating. If I were you, I would get out while you still had a chance and be under the care of somebody who actually cares about you. She just cares about turning into the next blonde bimbo.. she's morphine you in to a 'Katie Mini-Me'."

"I hated to be the one to have to try and break that to you sweety. You're much more brighter than your superior..."

I didn't want to think of that situation anymore. If I was Gigi I would have ran away while I still had the chance at being non infected.

Madison Divera: "But I have a promise for the both of you, not a threat.. a promise.. and that is.. if you play one dirty little trick.. or you try and hurt my daughter in any shape or form that is unacceptable.. which in my books is pretty much look at her wrong.. I will snap every single one of your fingers slowly to make sure you feel that crack go up your spine like a lightening bolt through a tree.. I will make sure you regret it.. this is not about winning, this is about you touching my daughter.. this is about not letting you get the best of her.. and I promise.. you will get what is coming to you.. sooner than later.."

I heard the door slide open behind me, Sean gestured me back in the door because of the twins. I was done thinking of the Steward family, it made me think of those useless soap opera's on television.