A Little Relief
Their laughter died down, and the four friend's lay there in a comfortable silence; the only sounds were their breathing and the gentle lapping of the waves against the hull.
Brian was lost in thought as he went over the events of the day. He could never have dreamed that coming out on Nick's boat with 4 of his closest friends would result in anything like this.
He'd never really considered any of them in that way before. He was the first person that Nick confided in when he decided that he was Bi, but although at the time he'd admitted to Nick that he'd thought about having relations with a guy, he'd never once considered that guy being one of them.
Brian shifted slightly and blushed as he remembered how incredible it had been to have Nick on top of him, their cocks rubbing together. He felt his cock stir and turned slightly so that he was laying on his stomach a little more, turning away from Nick. Nick responded by pulling himself a little closer, spooning behind Brian and sighing contentedly. Brian turned his head on the pillow, facing the other way so that Nick didn't see his flushed face.
Trouble was, this meant that he was now facing AJ and Howie, who were snuggled in each other's arms, kissing. Watching them together made Brian feel conflicting emotions. On the one hand, he was extremely happy that they had finally found their soul mate in each other. Somewhere deep down he had always known that the two of them were closer than just friends.
When he had first met them, he had been amazed at how two people who were so different could get along so well. As the years went by he was amazed time and again by their ability to read each other's emotions, and how they could talk to each other without ever saying a word. With hindsight he guessed that he should've seen it coming, if for no other reason than it was now obvious that they were always meant to be together. He was truly happy for them.
But, on the other hand, a part of him was jealous at the sheer depth of their love and devotion to each other. A love and devotion he'd thought he'd found in Leigh, that she had then ripped away from him and scattered to the elements as if had meant nothing.
Brian shook himself mentally. Thinking like that was bad. He'd allowed himself to wallow in his own self pity for long enough already, and now that the other's had gone to so much trouble to shake him out of it, he was going to do his damndest to make sure he didn't go back there. He forced himself to think of other things, which, unfortunately for him, only ended up with him in more trouble, as the images of Howie pounding into AJ assaulted his mind, making him instantly hard again. Somewhere in his mind, a small part of him wanted to know what it was like. How it felt to allow somebody else to invade your body, to go somewhere that no other person had been, and what it would be like to be the one doing the invading.
He groaned softly as the ache in his groin increased with each passing moment, he wiggled against the mattress, trying to find a more comfortable position, but in the process he ended up rubbing against Nick.
Nick closed his eyes as Brian moved, feeling Brian's hip rub deliciously against his cock, causing it to stir. Nick smothered a groan, trying desperately not to react. He wanted Brian, wanted to take him and possess him, but he couldn't. That was not the reason he had started this. He had wanted to get Brian out of his funk, and he had. Therefore, he had no reason to continue with this plan, which left him a little disappointed, but he knew he'd get over it.
But then, if Brian didn't stop rubbing against him soon, he wouldn't be accountable for his actions. Surely he could feel what he was doing to Nick, the evidence now lay thick and hard as it jutted into his hip. There was no way he couldn't feel it. Surely he wasn't doing it on purpose- was he?
Brian smiled to himself as he wiggled again. He'd felt Nick alright, how could he not? Nick was huge, and rapidly hardening against Brian's assault. Brian closed his eyes and allowed himself to be lost in the sensation's coursing through his body. He wasn't going to start thinking about what it all meant, cos he knew what the result would be. He would talk himself out of doing this, and he would never get up the courage again, and he would end up living his life never knowing what it was like, and always regretting not having the balls to find out.
Brian's smile widened as he heard a smothered groan from Nick. He was almost there, just a little more and Nick would do whatever Brian wanted, which was good because Brian wanted to do a lot of things.