Stopping this, was attempted at first,
but now my heart's about to burst,
I feel I have failed.
She's just a spot on my heart,
it won't leave, it's so hard,
My world's been impaled.

And if it goes like this all the time,
And if I can't find a home in the sky,
And if my love for her won't die,
And if my fucking eyes start to cry,
I won't make it! No, fuck no, I won't!

A future with her was what I dreamed,
but when I got the call, my head just screamed,
as I faded into sadness.
The glow in her eye, the taste of her lips,
I feel I've fallen off a dozen ships,
drowning into the mess.

And if I never see her again,
And if these feelings never end,
And if I can't escape my own insanity,
And if my love will never be seen,
I won't make it! No, god no, I won't!

Shades of glass blowing into my face,
that's what it feels like today.
I won't live, I won't survive,
I won't run and I won't hide.
I won't tuck the emotions away,
I won't forget about those days.
I won't talk but I can't fake it,
but most of all, I won't make it.

And if I never control these thoughts,
And if I can't clean off these spots,
And if I never get what I deserve,
And if I never forget about her,
I won't make it! No way in hell I'll make it.