So what will I do next
Now that I know everything,
I'm caught up in this mess
Of all these unsure feelings.
Not knowing what to do
Is surely one of these,
But ya know I'm confused too
So you're not alone you see.
Don't be afraid
To put yourself first,
For I am not clear
On how the way things work.
'Cuz I've been cheated on, lied to
I'm sick of all the pain,
You gotta tell me what to do
Before I go insane.
But then I ask myself
What does Carl want?
Another painful lesson learned
In the history of a cunt?
Or a new beginning
For only my eyes to see,
To see me in a new lining
And a transition into we.