All the times that I've waited
For these times come on,
So confused in my statement
Don't expect it for too long.
So unsure of the future
But forgetting the past,
I think this might be a cure
But how long will it last?
You threw me for a bit
When you went and said whatever,
So now I wait and sit
To find out if you're any better
Than the ones that I've had
'Cuz they tore my heart in two,
Still contemplate my actions
For these feelings are still blue.
In my mind I'm tore
With whether or not
It's the right thing to do
When right has turned to rot.
For I make
So many bad mistakes,
I can't wipe the slate
With the slate being one love too late.
So I go on and on
Thinking about my next move.
Should I just go for it?
Or turn down what fate has proved.
To be who I am
In this life of constant agony,
I'm gon' take the chance
And prove what I was sought to see.