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| BEAUTY FIEND Yes its true I've got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak My dark places make me feel ugly my lips are glossed but my heart is weak Im diseased as seen on tv please forgive me for not being pretty or sexy but god never blessed me heres what you'll find next time you undress me scars wounds im bruised watch me bleed Im your beauty watch me bleed beauty fiend once again without perfect teeth I begin the dream as I sleep soon I have sinned my skin is still thick my mouth as always is brutally honest at my calmest im tired of explaining how it feels to be rated number one, two or seventeen fuck what they print in those damn magazines scars wounds im bruised watch me bleed Im no beaty watch me bleed beauty queen stuck inside this mask of mine theres no place for me to hide wont you come please suck me dry dont touch me dont fucking touch me dont touch me why cant you see beyond my skin size my shape my ass my tits Im not your pretty girl im just a girl the girl you love to hate |
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| ROCKSTAR I feel the skies open wide see your blue eye when worlds collide your by my side its hard to lie sometimes ive cried wished it was me wished it was me who died I can see you in the sunshine I can feel you when I stand I can see you in the bright lights I feel you hold my hand let your light surround me in loving memory let your love surround me shine down on me shine on me something so deep inside me binds me with you told me a secret swore that i'd keep it someday my friend we'll meet again so until then I'll keep our secret safe I can see you in the moonlight I feel you when i sleep I can see you on those dark nights I feel your arms around me let your light surround me in loving memory let your love surround me shine down on me shine on me rockstar we will always be bound we will always be down we will always be bound we will always be down I feel you when I scream your words I am just a girl that hurts feel me when i scream these words i am just a girl that hurts I feel you when I scream your words I am just a girl that hurts feel me when I scream these words I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts I am just a girl that hurts |
| These are a couple of my fav my ruin songs - very angry - and very meaningful!!! |
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