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Issue # 2, 24th - 31st October 1999
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-Live and Kicking & Kian- |
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.....It was Shane! i couldn't beleive it...the shane filan and the kian egan! i could feel my head begin to spin again! "Doctors coming" shane said, "how youse feeling?" "I'm ok", i mumbled, "Thanx, really i'll just go find my friend and..". i tryed to stand but my legs were as weak as jelly. Kian stedied me by grabbing my arm. "Hey", Kian said sturnly, "youse aren't going anywhere". I took a deep breath and layed back down. 'if only i could tell him', i thought, 'but he wouldn't understand'. the doctor arrived and asked the lads to leave. Kian took my hand and whispered into my ear "I'll sneak back laters" and he kissed me on the cheek. he had the warmest lips ever. my cheek tingled for ages after.! Shane left and kian gave me a knowing wink before closing the door behind them. The doctor asked me loads of questions like..when did i last eat etc....i lied.."this morning, i just have a cold or something". The doctor finally agreed not to call the hospital, but he did call my mother. I sat alone in the cramped room waiting to be picked up, 'my mum is going to kill me' were the only thoughts in my mind. the door opened once more, "kian", i squealed..he walked over and rested his fingers on my lips "shhhh. I have to go, we're flying out to Spain. Here take my mobile number, i trust you." he pushed a note into my hands and left my life! My mum arrived a few minites later, she was very mad. She drove me home in silence. when we got home i made my excuses and went to bed..i had to read the note..it read.... 'Leanne,
'we are worlds apart', Leanne though, clutching at her note. a warm tear trickled down her cheek. 'Kian' she sobbed and burried her head in the pillow. "leanne love, can i come in"..her mother tapped at the door. "i know its hard for you right now. please dear. You can't just give up" "leave me alone", leanne moaned, "i just wanna be alone" this started her sobs again. Leanne picked up her phone and turned it on...her fingers traced the pattern of kian's number..'no i can't' she thought and turned it off again. A sharp pain gripped her chest as she sank back into her pillow. "hush now don't u cry, there will be a better day"....Try again began to play.."i promise u". "no there won't", she cried." there won't even be another day" "we can work it out...but only if u let me know whats on your mind" Leanne threw hew no tear stained pillow at the door and crunched up the note... |