"In the words of a broken heart, it's just emotions taken me over.
i'm caught up in sorrows, lost in my soul. " (8)
Just when you think you know someone.....
It happens....
That thing called trust breaks off and you're left with your heart broken!!!
It happens to everyone... just never thought it would happen to me. Imean me and jake were like - index and index- how does that break?!! huh? how does that break?! I guess it was bound to happen, i could see it everytime he came back from work. It was in his eyes.
And I was just too stupid to confront him, confront and ask if he truly wanted this beautful thing to end.
I can't blame him though, Charlyn was more beautiful than I was then....
But now i wonder... wonder if he'll recognizer me.
He must!!
He has to!
But if he doesn't i guess....
I guess we weren't meant to be.....
I can still remember that first day we made love. It had been exqusite and wild. Nothing like I've ever experieced but then again that was my first time.
He had been my first.
We'd gone into his pent house, everywhere was lit with blue and white candles (i've always been partial to blue and white colors). We entered his dinnig room filled with all exquisite food and wine, we sat in front of the fire wining and dinning. We talked about what the future would hold for us, for my career as a family lawyer, (as soon as a graduated) his promotion (like he needs it or any other thing for that matter especially wiht money flowing in from his father's corporation.) Then we moved on to more comfortable convos, starting with who my ideal lover would be.
"My ideal lover!" i repeated, laughing partly cos' of the wine and partly cos' it was him that first came to my mind. "I'd like my ideal lover to be.... sexy, caring, very very masculine and ..." letteing the words hang in mid-air.
"And..." he said pressing for more info.
"And... you."
"Me?"
"Yes. you.' then I stared into his deep, rich brown eyes and pouting my lips asked, 'or maybe you ain't man enough."
"i'm man enough to hit tha ass any time, babe.'"
"You think?"
"Yes...." his voice had gone husky and in whispers, making me tingle all over as his breath passed my ear.
I giggled, and not able to controle myself any longer, reached for his collar and drew him to me for a deep sensational kiss. My teeth bit his lips as i tasted Crystal and faint tobacco on him. His hands had gone round to my ass and was slowly rubbing them and i felt dizzy then, I knew at that moment that it was time. His hands then slowly slid up my thighs, pushing my dress out of his way, gently squeezing my things along the way, reassuring me.
I closed my eyes, my lips still on his, silently begging him to hurry up and then i felt his fingers slowly but firmly, enter me. My pussy walls clenched around his finger securing it there. His teeth clenched tightly as he whispered 'Damn, you're fucking tight.' then he grinned and said 'don't do this often do you?' I guess then would have been the perfect time to tell him i was a virgin, but hey he was about to find out anyway.
His finger had alreday began to work magic, sliding in and out of my very wet and tight pussy. I groaned each time he went in, and my orgasm was fast in approching.
