I�ve been told � repeatedly � that I don�t know the whole truth about Patrick because it frightens me. All my life people have told me this. They tell me that deep down I already know the truth, only I�m afraid to �go there� in my waking life. So I�m thinking that my experiences from childhood on up (especially through my dreams) have been trying to force me to face down that fear. Also, I�ve never even been in love in this life, so the thought of me having a soulmate/twin flame feels very foreign to me.
My story is very loooong, as these experiences span 26+ years. And PLEASE keep in mind that while I am a skeptic, I am an open-minded skeptic and I hope you will all be the same. Until around 10 years ago I didn�t even believe in past lives, much less soulmates and tarot cards. I�m just now warming up to those cards, and the soulmates/twin flames theories are new to me. It wasn�t until I had my first vision and then started dreaming about living in other eras that I became receptive to all of this. (I really didn�t have a choice). I know that sounds silly coming from a person who admits to having seen a ghost dressed in medieval clothing, fixing the covers at her feet when she was a child. Lol! But� that experience has always haunted me. So please try to understand that what I write here has been long-evolving for 26 years - since I was 7 years old - and that quite a bit has happened over the past year alone; 2006. Also, I don�t 100% believe that every single declaration here is related to Patrick. I am open to the possibility, however. How else is one to learn the truth but to open their mind and question things?
I�ve met a friend online, but I�ve decided that until I speak to her about all this I�ll not be posting her name on this website. Just know that she�s the friend I keep bringing up. Also, she has been VERY GENEROUS in doing several readings on Patrick for me. I've learned A LOT this year via chatting with her. And the similarities between us are so prevalent that they're funny. She and I have had the exact same dream before... this was before we even knew each other... the same-themed dream on the same night, her husband's name is my father's name, I'm obsessed with Scotland and where's she from - Nova Scotia - is translated as "New Scotland." I could go on forever. We find it pretty humorous and a little strange. Lol! |
