| After I finally got offline I was so out of it! LOL! He really zapped me of my energy that is for sure. But I don't mind- I was happy to do it for you. I think I mentioned before that a lot of times when I am even just thinking about a spirit or reading about one, they somehow know and show up. LOL. So I wasn't really that surprised that he showed up - I was just taken aback by how strong he was and how panicky he made me. I think it was probably just because he was so excited and anxious himself that I was feeling it too.
I am curious about something though - the way I described him as looking- his clothes and stuff- did that all make sense to you? Is that how you remember him when you saw him when you were 7? I forgot to tell you too, that he was also wearing a hat. It had a white feather sticking out of the side, if you know what I mean. ***** I just had a thought. The reason I asked you if your room looked like that is because when Patrick was here I saw a bedroom. Maybe he was showing me what your bedroom looked like when you saw him when you were 7 years old? Just a thought but I did see a bedroom when he was communicating with me. I can't believe I never thought of this until now. The room I saw Patrick in was my sister's room, b/c I was too scared to sleep in my own room back then. It was a blue room, but MY ROOM was pink and frilly. Did you ever see what the bedcovers looked like? Poor, poor Patrick went from living inside a castle to hanging out in a tiny, frilly pink room with baby doll strollers and a pink rug. Lol! |
| Her reply:
Wow! That's pretty cool! The room was like drenched in pink! LOL! I remember seeing like flowery type pillows and I believe the bedding was flowers too (don't quote me on that though- I didn't see it that clearly - I just remember their was ALOT of pink and VERY girly). I think the pillows and bedding had like lace or frills around the edges? That's all I remember, and I don't even know if I am remembering the flowers correctly. It was definitely some kind of pattern though on the pillow and bedding and I really think that there were frills/lace around the pillow and the edges of the bedding. (Note: She described everything correctly. Btw, I was hardly ever in that room. I�m beginning to wonder if the reason I was afraid of that room was b/c Patrick was always hanging out there? I have pretty much three memories in that room. Once, I tried proving to my sister that I COULD stay in there alone. LOL! The other time was when my sister and I shut the door so Mom wouldn�t know we made a slide out of my mattress. I just thought of something�.. I also used to sit �inside� the mattress when it was leaning against the wall like a slide. I sort of used it as a tent of sorts. Remember my tent dream and how I said I slept with all my favorite personal belongings� and necessities� every night? Maybe I traveled a lot in that PL; hence the tent dream and being ADAMANT on having my personal possessions next to me during the night). My third memory in that room was looking at the pictures of a castle and knights in a Sesame Street book. |
| *** I think the only thing Mom wasn't sure about was that I was his mistress. She thinks that when you heard "mistress," he meant mistress of a castle/his home. (Like in the definition of a chatelaine). She could be right because I also heard something like "matron of honor" or "maid of honor" (something along those lines) but Chatelaine really stood out the most. |
| Things Mom picked up:
(She could feel him behind her. She gets a tingle on her right side, and it tickles her ear. It�s as if someone is whispering directly in her ear. She would have picked up more, but Dad kept interrupting her with talk about work, so she didn�t pick up as much as she could have). - Patrick is not only watching over me, but he�s interested in everything and everyone I�m interested in; all aspects of my life. - We had a secret rendezvous point at a loch or some river. The loch/river was named after a rock? She kept receiving something about �granite�. She said it was a pretty spot with black and white swans, and some craggy mountain there was reflected in the water. Funny coincidence � Mom was watching HGTV, and on a program was a man hanging up SWAN pictures. While doing a search on the internet, I discovered that Aberdeen Scotland is known as the �granite city,� so maybe that�s it. I don�t know. He may have just been trying to describe the landscape. She didn�t see grassy hills, but craggy ones. Rock formations�which echo that dream I had of revisiting where I used to live. The granite is so light it�s almost a pale blue color. Also, there�s a picture someone posted online of �Beaumaris Castle� in Wales. I am always looking at that picture they posted with swans swimming in the moat. Maybe there�s a deeper reason why I�m so fascinated with that picture? - Mom saw the image of a woman in her head all day long. That night she had the name �Rowena� pop in her head. This woman has dark honey-blonde hair/mean, slanted eyes (almond-shaped), hair smoothed very flat on each side (parted in middle), and she�s very hard looking. |
| *** Email: I had a dream about you and your past life. Don't ask me why I would dream about that because I have not been thinking about that at all lately and I've never had a dream about you or your past life. Anyhow, I dreamt that you were still confused as to what your role was in that past life with Patrick and all of a sudden a HUGE white screen came up with big black bold letters that said "MAID OF HONOR". I know I already told you before that I heard that from Patrick but I think that Patrick snuck into my dreams that night and gave me confirmation because I think he knows you are still wondering. |