I can see
anger in your eyes
All the hate you feel
You can see
all my lies
Everything
what was for me
too hard to see
I just can't let go
I can't stand the pain
You have to let me know
Was this all in vain?
This would be neverending
Anything won't be again fine
I don't wanna keep on pretending
that the sun will someday shine
just for you
just for me
you and me
never meant to be
You can
watch inside my heart
but you can't see
what's tearing it apart
what was leashed and now free
Insane
I'd like to see what's growing in your head
It must be something sick
I could be angry but I ask instead
why I'm the one you picked?
I'm not afraid of you anymore
I've done what I have to do
Your life is just so insecure
this hate what I feel for you
It's making me totally insane
to see what it used to be
All I feel is the shame
for the things you've done to me
I don't wanna feel that anymore
I don't wanna hear you say
This has been lasted just too long
This is the only way
It's burning me inside out
All I wanna do is scream and shout
All the pain away from me
After that I hope you can see
What you have done to me.
I wanna feel
I'm addicted to the pain
Each cut just comes closer to the vein
Blood runs, blood hides
Inside
My raped heart cries.
You always made me feel so dirty
You tried to drown my dreams
it was so lovely
You said that love would hurt, love would kill
nothing would depend on my or your free will
Don't hit me anymore
Don't call me whore
My self-esteem is too low
and I guess, not it's over
Can't change
Nurse
Don't tell me to lose some weight
Nurse
Don't make me feel anger and hate
Nurse
Don't tear my self-esteem apart
Nurse
My life is enough hard
You said I'm abnormal girl
Too fat for this oh so normal world
You said you're only doing your job and stuff like that
but is it your job to make me feel bad?
Nurse
Don't drown my dreams
Nurse
Everything's not what it seems
Nurse
I can be someone without being skinny and tight
Nurse
You know it
I am right
