Don't fret sweet one, you will soon be on your way to earning those white silks. Until you do there are a few things you must know. Your top priority right now is earning your white silks. You should read the link on behavior expected from a slave and make sure you burn those rules into your heart deeply. As a black silk kajira, you are not allowed to attract any attention to yourself sexually. You are not allowed to fur (or even flirt). You may think that you can get by with it, but the very Master or Mistress who attempts to seduce you , may very well be the one who punishes or even kills you for giving in. Your good behavior is what will earn you respect and get the attention of that Master you may have already set your eyes on. Your focus is the silks and learning now, make sure all who see you know that. You at this point are answerable to all (even your sisters with more training that you). So read sweet one, study, and watch your sisters. One word of advice, lose any jealousy you have of other girls getting attention of the Masters. The Masters deserve the attention and learn to be happy they are receiving it, regardless of who gives it to Them. Jealousy has no place in a kajiras life, and literally been the death of many a girl. You are not allowed to serve, or dance at this point. You can however practice entering and leaving a room, MODESTLY. A black silk kajira is a shy one... usually she has not found her slave belly yet...make sure all your actions show that. If you are asked to serve or dance, merely reply; " Master or Mistress, this girl is black silks, please allow her to fetch one of her sisters to serve You this day"