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      �I�ve  actually  checked  into the  research   your   father was   involved   in,  and   what  I�ve   discovered  is   rather disturbing.�
      �What do you mean?�
                 
       I  was  numb.   I took the cardboard box containing  my parents belongings, left the police station and drove home. I don�t  remember  how  I  got  there,  instinct  I  guess.  As  I climbed  the  stairs  and  moved  along  the  hallway  to  the  door  of  my apartment, I  heard  a  sound,  a  door  clicking shut.  I  swiveled  round  to  see  if  one  of  my   neighbors  was  leaving  their apartment,  but the hallway was  empty. I  felt  drained,  and  my  mind  was  a  mesh  of   confusing thoughts.  Perhaps  I  was  hearing  things.   I  dropped  the  box onto the floor beside  my feet  and  rummaged  through  my   purse  for   the   front   door  key.   I  found  my   key  ring,   took  it  out,   and  fumbled  through  the   keys   for 
the   one   for   the  door  and  unlocked   it.   One   of   my   neighbors   walked  by,   saying    something   that    seemed incoherent......I   just   smiled,   picked   up   the   box   and   stepped   inside, closing  the door  behind  me.  I leaned my head  against  the  back  of  the  door  and  inhaled  a  slow,  deep  breath. The  box  under  my  arm  was  all  I  had left of  my parents.   I glanced  down  at it and wondered  what could  possibly  be  inside.  I moved across the room to the coffee  table,  lowered the box onto its shiny  surface,  then
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sat   down  on  the  sofa  staring   at  the  plain,   cardboard  cube   in  front  of  me.   I  still  couldn�t  believe  that   my  parents  were  really  dead.  Maybe I  would wake up  and
it would all be  some  terrible nightmare, I thought. But that was wishful thinking.
      After some time, I reached across,  tentatively lifted the lid and  peered  inside.  Each  item  had  been  placed  inside a  plastic ziplock bag.  I  reached into the box and  extracted the   bags  and  began  sifting  through  them.   There   were  several.   The   first   one  I  opened   contained   my   dad�s wristwatch...it was blackened by the fire,  the domed cover cracked  and  smoky.  It  was  difficult  to  see  th e face.   I rubbed some of the sooty residue away with my thumb.  The time  read seven   fifteen.  Tears  slid  down  my  face  as  I remembered  how  they  loved  to  get  up  early  and  have breakfast  together  before I got up,  when  I  was still living  at home.   They were so happy together.   I  slipped the  watch  back  into the bag and placed it on the  table  to one  side,  then I picked up the second bag  and  looked  at  it�s  contents.  My  mom�s favorite  pin.   They must have taken it  off  her body...or  what  was  left of her body.  It was a  moon  and stars.   The tiny diamonds encircling  the  gold moon were designed to look like twinkling stars. Some of  the  diamonds  were  missing and  the  gold  had  melted, distorting  the  shape  of  the  crescent  moon.   It was  too difficult  going  through  their  personal effects,  and  I  was
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about  to  put the bags back
and  replace  the  lid,   when  I noticed an object I had  never seen before sitting in the next ziplock bag.
    I  picked  up the bag  and held  it in front of  me  at  eye level.  I  frowned.   What was  a  safe  deposit  key  doing among my parents�  belongings? I  pulled  the  top  of  the  bag  open, turned  it  upside down and shook it.  The  key bounced onto the  coffee table making  a high pitch pinging  sound  like a tuning fork.  I snatched it up and examined  it closely.  There was a serial number engraved into the back of it.  Had the key belonged to mom  or  dad?  I wondered. Or  had  they  both  known about it?  I decided  to  contact the bank to see if they knew anything.
    �I�m sorry Miss DuPont,   but your parents didn�t have
a safe deposit box at the bank,� the bank manager informed me.
    �Mr. McKenzie,  your bank is the only one my parents have done business with over the past several years. How can it not be one of yours?� I asked.
    �Perhaps it doesn�t belong to your parents.   Maybe the police   mixed   it  up   with   someone   else�s  things,�   he suggested.
    �Mm, maybe. Thank you for your time Mr. McKenzie.�
    �Sorry  I couldn�t  shed some light on it  for  you,  Miss DuPont.�
    I hung up the phone having the distinct impression that
 
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Mr.  McKenzie  was  not  telling  me  the  absolute  truth. There  was something in the tone of  his voice,  and  I  was usually  never  wrong when it came to  my  intuition  about people.  Mom told me once that I had a gift and that�s how I  knew  what  people  were  like  on  the  inside.  And,  to me,  Mr. McKenzie  was  not  telling the  truth  about  that key.   Why would he lie?   Perhaps it was time I found out.

     I  hired  a  rental  car  to  drive  down  the  coast  to  do some  investigating  of my  own.   As I pulled into the  gas  station and stopped at a pump,  I checked the road map. I only had twenty  miles to go.   The attendant came across to the  car and tapped on the drivers� window startling me.
    �How much, ma�am?� he asked.
    I wound the window down. �Oh, fill it up, thanks.�
    �Sure thing.� He nodded. �Can I have your keys?�
    I  plucked the keys out of  the ignition and handed  them to him. �Would you mind taking a look at the oil and water, please?�
    �No problem.�
    While I was waiting, I took the key out of my purse and examined it again.   I frowned.   Now that I looked at it,   it really  didn�t  look  like  a  safe  deposit  key.  It  was too... ornamental. When I had looked at it in my apartment, I had been too distraught. I guess that had clouded my judgment.
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I  laid  it  in  the palm of my hand and stared  at  it,  then  I turned  it over and read the number engraved into the  back of it...why did the number seem familiar?
    The attendant came back  to the window and handed me the car keys.   I dropped the key from my hand into my purse and took the keys from him.
    �That�ll  be  twenty dollars,  thanks.�  He  held  out  his hand.
    �Okay,  thanks.�  I opened my wallet,  slid  out  two ten dollar bills and handed them to him.
    �Have a safe trip.�
    �Thanks.�   I   drove   out  of  the  drive  and   onto   the highway.

    I drove into the main street at approximately  3.30 p.m. and pulled into a parking space just along from the bank. I got out of the car,   closed the door and pushed the button on the key tag to activate the alarm. I stepped up onto the sidewalk  and gazed up and down the  street.   Everything was so familiar.  I looked across the street and spotted the coffee  shop where mom and  I would go for lunch when  I came  down  to  visit.   Just  a  few  stores  away  was  the bookstore  that  I worked in part-time when  we  had  first arrived  here.   I  loved  that  job.   I  closed  my  eyes  and breathed in deeply.  The  sun  was warm and  soothing  on my  face,  and  for  a  brief  moment  I  forgot  what  I  was

doing here.
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�Hello,� a familiar voice said.
   My  eyes  snapped open and I swung my  head  around quickly. �Jake!�
   �How are you, Amanda?� He stepped closer.
   �I�m...doing okay.�
   He  place  a  hand on  my arm.  �Are you sure?  Is  there anything I can do?�
   I  looked into his unreadable  eyes.  �Thanks,  Jake,  but there really isn�t.�
   �If you need anything....anything at all, call me. Okay?�
    I nodded. �Thanks.�
    'Let's catch up while you're here.'
    'Sure. I'd like that.'
    Jake  was a member of the law enforcement in the  city. He had been a cop for the past few years. He  stood about 6 feet, 2 inches tall, with  dark  brown  hair  and  eyes.  He was tanned and toned and looked great in his uniform.
    He looked at his watch. �Well,  I�d better be going.  You will remember what I said, won�t you?�
    �Of course.� I smiled briefly.
    As  he  crossed the street,  he unclipped his  cell  phone and  made  a  call.   Glancing back at me,   he  waved  as he continued on his way.  I returned the gesture and watched him disappear down a side street.   Jake had been my first serious boyfriend. Only because we had never lived in one place   long   enough   to  form  any   kind   of   meaningful relationships.  Mom  and  dad  had  lived  here  for  almost

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