whispers my name and it draws me in
to your proximity divine divinity
the beautiful one's reborn virginity
she withers slighty like a weakened flower
awaiting her bee in early evening hours
sadly patiently still she waits
for him to come and pollenate
and make complete this love they share
what once were singles now a pair
beautiful colorful shapely yet formless features
intertwined each the others' teacher
can't quite explain just why I need you
but someday you'll feel the
feelings and emotions that are deep inside
my heart where it's dark and it's hard to find
a love that blossoms and hopes to grow
into a magnificent romance though
it's been tried and tested it still stands bold
amidst the world and its chilling cold
for the girl with the golden hair like leaves
that fall from trees in the autumn breeze
the blue-eyed wonder wonders why
most love lives short before it dies
but I intend to extend this dream to be
much longer if you believe in me
can i maybe suggest that you and
i can talk about it all night and
sleep on it until morning and
with a new day I'm sure that
you will find your answers
and that our love would last for an eternity
that everything we said would work out as planned
i'd never love another woman you'd never love another man
two young and restless souls were too blind
trapped in a never ending moment of time
and a shattered heart is the worst of crimes
i'm falling off that peak of trust you know i wish i'd never climbed
and i've gotta let go regain control
seems you're years away but i can still feel your cold
hoping that you'll call and it's getting old
now how'd i miss out on the part where my love was sold
now i'm looking back trying to figure out where we went wrong
because i never want to write another sad song and it's been too long
back on the grind on the mix new shirt and new kicks
and it's sick how many of these chicks want to turn tricks
i take a step back cuz i'm kinda unsure
got a little bit o' buzz but i'm never too perbed
world full of wicked women and it's dawned on me
that your wasted memory is still haunting me
the ghost in the attic still rattles its chains
trying to drink the picture of your smile out of my brain
and it's insane but i know that it'll change
the memory fades but the anger remains
just a chapter of my life now let me turn the page
when i'd rather fill your ears with the sounds of my rage
now i'm looking back trying to figure out where we went wrong
because i never want to write another sad song and it's been so long
as time goes by i find i need you more
and more and i just can't get enough
your passion is a prison and you got me locked up
and i think i'm in love with the way your eyes shine
the way that you smile and that fact that you're mine
so smile through your tears
as i'm kissing on your neck and your ears
and i'm glad that you're here with me
and i'm trying to be everything that you need
everybody everywhere needs something to belieeeeeeeeeeve in
and i enjoy beeeeeeeeing your man
and if loving you's a sin then i suppose that i'll be damned
and i imagine your hands are on my back and you're scratching
your nails deep into my skin and we're laughing
and having more fun now that two became one
but i guess this rhyme's a quickie babe cuz i'm already done
you got me hooked on a necklace wish
pulling to break free from the line
that draws me in running out of time
couldn't resist ya that's why i kissed ya
apart for a year the whole time i missed ya
such a shame theses games we play
when you flipped my switch and then went away
and i'm still turned on and still you're gone
always on my mind as life moves along
remembering caresses by your fingers
the scent of your natural perfume still lingers
on and on deep in my thoughts
where did i go wrong how come i got shot
through my heart and it's all your fault
i asked for sugar and you gave me salt
but this short chapter's at its end
and i'm still confused and i won't pretend
lots of patience while i'm fishing but i couldn't make a catch
used a silver hook and tried my best lines
the fish won't bite so i'm stuck outside
like a closed court session rose girl questioned
my true intentions and left me guessing
what should i do? it coulda been you
you say you're lonely but is that really true
and how the heck should i know what the heck i never knew
and why waste time on someone who
only thinks that i'm kidding or just bullshhhhhh
you're heart at my auction and i'm through bidding
sitting here writing and i'm hoping you're getting
what i'm saying to you cuz this rhyme is fitting
like me in you but now i'm through
if witches' brew don't eat the stew
i come unstuck like fresh elmer's glue
true to the game but guess not for you
of all the things we've done
got a notepad and a pencil
but i couldn't think of one
good memory or fantasy
or secret that we shared
we had so much in common
but i guess you never cared
enough for our relationship
it got away too fast
i used to dream about the future
now i criticize the past
the time has come to say goodbye
to innocence and fun
i can't believe i once believed
that you would be the one
but now you're not there
you know how i love you
you know how i care
and now i'm alone and
i'm sitting here broken
reminiscing the past and
the words that were spoken
i, too, had ideas
of how we should be
and we lost all we had
on small things not agreed
you're a big girl now
and the choices you make
will always affect me
how long will it take
for you to come back
and say "hey it's okay"
it seems like eternity
passed in one day
things may get worse
but those things will get better
AND LIFE WILL NOT EVER
BE PERFECT FOREVER
unintended confusion leaves one on the shelf
but don't take it wrong i love to flirt
treat you like a queen while making it hurt
though i love your hair and your soft brown eyes
i still despise your endless lies
and confrontation's on my side
don't look too hard or you won't find
the love i have to share with you
but you're fuctup and all confused
harewithmyla
dyyou'realline
edsosparemea
ndSAVEME
reached out and just missed
third time's a charm
and a charm is a kiss
heading intentionally
one direction never waver
thanks for the favor
and i'll savor the flavor
a taste on my tongue
your scent on my shirt
lust grows from fun
like flowers from dirt
grow when fed with the
raindrops that fall from the sky
i can't finish this poem
but fugit i tried