| HDP Lyrics |
| Virus... see frightening haze could my days slip away from today gone away but thats ok I'll make I'll make you what you feel they tole they were me it seemed so REAL. Pick up the pill and make it kill the way i feel so I can live through this Hell washout the doubt that drowns me out so I can finally route a better way out look at, look at it start love the drugs look that they started everyday I deal with this pain it rips at my brain it makes me insane I feel so good so REAL... misunderstood I hate myself for this roll on see your life passing by you waiting for resucing eyes no one seems to realize My Virus I shift through the memories as they fall making sure I lose them all I wanted to start over so I called to the substance that abuse us all hate My Virus life has come to this love My Virus it fills me with bliss it takes all of this pain to feel ok Cannot get away |
| Life it seems nothing in my twisted world can go right I deal with the same hateful feelings night after night it almost makes me want to give up the fight but can't you see that's Life can you feel the shadows in my head the voice is there to haunt you can you feel this pain that I've been fed it's trying hard to drown you would like to hear different words instead? so there's a chance to pull up through have you felt this pain as a kid in your head, your head, your head? will I did not mend do much pain... Life what? shut off the pain of life what? No people always tell to shut off this pain I'm afraid you lie in lies and try to hide hat was spoken people alwasy want way to much to be gained on this day I feel I've wasted somethign great-I cannot make it with this shit inside me Oh I cannot see to be free of this place well see my while life growing up there's a faint kind of rage inside I cannot it's time to discover it seems I've lost my place I'm distraught and it's too much pain to lie inside and start to devour let go time to let go of Life why can't you give up Life? I cannoy make it with this shit inside. |
| Recollection For a dear friend how have you been I can't wait to hearyour voice again the memories we share they don't compare to any tinems when you weren't there I've been ok same shit everyday darkness fills my veins I slowly fade away what took me so love was it because everything was wrong or there was the emptiness too strong for me to carry on you always understood whn no one else could, you were there without a care and I thank the gods that you ere it's comeing back to me noe it's been so long I wonder where the time went or what wnet wrong it feels so good to hwar your voice it's coming back to me now I slowly drag on through tried somet stuffyes it's true there was nothing else for me to do my life was wrong without you my conscience I avoid to ignore all the noise but memoreis fill the vpoid i unwillingly destroyed but wnough about me how are you, you have done all the things you''ve wanted to I strongly suggest that you do or you'll end up without a clue remember when we said we'd always be friends till the very end well it's not the end yet i don't know where you'll go call my name and I'll be there go back to the times when I could call you anytime I can paint a picture in my mind ir's coming back to me now and it fee;s sp divine it's not over now I can see the memories are coming back to me |