What You Don't Know
By: M14Mouse
~Nobody knows what in my heart. Nobody knows what in my head. Nobody knows what I going to do...~ Nobody knows.... -Unknown-
-Lita's POV-
It is very cold when I ran outside. I don't why I ran away from Rei's temple. It didn't feel right. I didn't feel right. I don't why I am crying. I know why because today. Today it the day of my parents' deaths. Nobody knows....
I made to my small lonely apartment. I just look at the door. I couldn't bring myself to open it. The pain was so deep in my heart and soul. I lean against the door and began to cry. Please let pain go away... But I can't. Why I am so lonely? Why can't I tell anyone? Why? Nobody knows what it likes. Nobody knows...
-End of Part of One-
Part2
The sun hit my eyes. I open them slowly. I realize I was lean against outside my apartment door. I must fell asleep. I touch my door handle. Sudden move of dread passes through my body. I truly didn't want to go in there. Into that lonely apartment. I look at my watch. It was 8:07 a.m. I am glad it wasn't a school day. I decide to go for a walk. Maybe when I go in after that. Maybe I should go talk to Serena. No, I don't think that would be a good idea. Probably she is stuffing her mouth full of food or mooning over some boy. I just sigh.
I thought most peaceful place in the city. The lake. When I was little, my parents and me had picnic at lake where we lived. My parents made enough food to feed a small nation. I just laugh. But now they are gone. I am lonely. No other family members. Slow pains enter my heart. I felt tears Rolling down my cheeks. But they would never know. No one would know the pain of has someone calling you in the middle of night to tell you that your parents are dead. Nobody knows that....
Part 3
The lake was peaceful. Almost nobody was there. It eases the pain in my heart. I remember my mom loved bake for me. She bakes cookies, cakes, and pastas. She had her hair in a ponytail when she cooked. She always made me feel better When I hurt. My dad gives me the biggest hugs. I miss them. His hugs made me feel safe. Then my mom and dad had to go on a business trip. I told them I have funny feeling. They told me nothing was going. They were wrong! They are no longer here. I lost my innocent that day. I am no longer safe. I must fight monsters and bad guys. My tears roll down my cheeks. I had to go one more place today. To say hello. To say good-bye. I walk toward the bus stop.
Part 4
The bus ride was long and quiet. The bus turns down the street toward graveyard. I push the button for my stop. I just sighed. It is now or never. I got off the bus and looked toward the graveyard. It looks so peaceful, yet so dreadful. I pass graves that belong to little children. Little children that didn't have a chance at life. Old people's graves that saw things they dare not see again. My parents were buried next to a tree. A large oak tree. Their graves read:
MRS. AND MR.KAHN YOUR HEART WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. 1969-1996 1961-1996
How true those words are? I will never know. "Hi, mom and dad. I miss you. I wish you were still here. Mom, I miss your cooking and stories. Dad, I miss your hugs. Don't worried. I am not alone anymore. I have so new friends. And I don't fight any more. I am doing better in school. I wish you were here to see me. I hope wherever you are. You are watching. I still haven't told the day of your accident. Nobody Knows. Just how you want it." I said. "I have to go. See you next year. Maybe next year. I bring my friends. Good-bye." I said as left the graves. Until next year.