now I can see
a world full of hate
not made for me
a world full
of tears
of deceit
not of love or joy
no one anymore is
just an innocent girl or boy
in my own little mind
a castle of fun
there is no back-stabbing
no mean things are done.
you've shown me hate
without mercy
you lied to me
I just want some honesty
you're not all
you make yourself out to be
really, all you get
is what you see.
I hate you so much
but I need you now.
I need you to guide me
to show me how,
how to love
in the middle of this fight
a hand to guide me
all through the night
I need you to
love me despite
all the tears
the hate
the mistrust
and broken promises
I need you now
more than ever
I need you to lead me on
forever.