my thoughts

Entry for March 25, 2007

it makes things hard, dreaming of you at night

knowing that you'll be nowhere around when my eyes see light

what did i do wrong, what didn't i do right

i guess i'll just move on, and simply delete you from my life

but thats not what it's like, it's actually the complete opposite

i'll eventually do what you wish (which is just drop the shit)

but its not that easy, i WISH that i could easily stop this shit

(emotions going up and down like motions like the colors on a stoplight) it's...

too much to bare, forcing me to stop and stare

wondering why, i, actually thought i could bare

the obvious thoughts, emotions, feelings, and reality of it all

how could it work out in the 1st place, when we're both expecting things to fall

it couldn't, i shouldn't, even say these stupid things

but its just another example of what my stupid heart brings

to the table...ridiculous thoughts of a dumb fable

thinking "those are just dumb thoughts" that "you'll make it" that "you're able"

to withstand god's hand, like your above the law and his grace

it wasn't in his plan (your puppy love), it wasnt intended to be great

it was intended to be, a complete mystery

and be what you wanted to be in the 1st place...HISTORY

stop thinking, maybe start drinking, and "move along, move along like i know you do"

you still feel the magic...girl i know you do

but despite whats true, i have to actually get a clue

and know that ill be better off without you, but thats not what i wanted to do

but ill do whats asked and grasp the facts in my presence

i was out to portray a message and that message i feel i sent

and you got it, read it, but sent the shit back

its alright tho overall, ill be fine, ill get back

to the basics, the music, ill face it and persavere

but at the end of each lyric n each thought, im still wishing you were here

(about 2 minutes to write)

2007-03-25 07:19:22 GMT

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		Entry for March 25, 2007 it makes things hard, dreaming of you at night knowing that you'll be nowhere around when my eyes see light what did i do wrong, what didn't i do right i guess i'll just move on, and simply delete you from my life but thats not what it's like, it's actually the complete opposite i'll eventually do what you wish (which is just drop the shit) but its not that easy, i WISH that i could easily stop this shit (emotions going up and down like motions like the colors on a stoplight) it's... too much to bare, forcing me to stop and stare wondering why, i, actually thought i could bare the obvious thoughts, emotions, feelings, and reality of it all how could it work out in the 1st place, when we're both expecting things to fall it couldn't, i shouldn't, even say these stupid things but its just another example of what my stupid heart brings to the table...ridiculous thoughts of a dumb fable thinking "those are just dumb thoughts" that "you'll make it" that "you're able" to withstand god's hand, like your above the law and his grace it wasn't in his plan (your puppy love), it wasnt intended to be great it was intended to be, a complete mystery and be what you wanted to be in the 1st place...HISTORY stop thinking, maybe start drinking, and "move along, move along like i know you do" you still feel the magic...girl i know you do but despite whats true, i have to actually get a clue and know that ill be better off without you, but thats not what i wanted to do but ill do whats asked and grasp the facts in my presence i was out to portray a message and that message i feel i sent and you got it, read it, but sent the shit back its alright tho overall, ill be fine, ill get back to the basics, the music, ill face it and persavere but at the end of each lyric n each thought, im still wishing you were here (about 2 minutes to write) 2007-03-25 07:19:22 GMT Site Home