So, I'm on my way to the grocery store and while on the way I stopped to speak to a friend from church Ellen she was at the Starbucks we spoke for a while and she requested to pray for me I said pray I find a job and she did afterwards she offered me some money and I was alarmed, I didn't take the money. I'm now asking myself if I should have. She said I could pay her back later. I didn't know what to do the fact of the matter is I've been thinking about asking my non-existent readers for donations for the cause of me gaining a loft and my education yeah that does sound crazy now that someone has offered me a hand out and I didn't take the money. I should have taken the money I do need it. It wasn't my pride either yes she is attractive, though the thought I had was I should be getting my something soon.